Shawn Mendes Imagines

36: Insecurities (Request)

Yet another request for my amazing friend, vevoshawn I literally got this idea from a line in Spiderman lol...

Vivian's POV:

It takes everything in me not to start crying as I recall that girl's words.

"You're so fat. Why did Shawn pick you?"

The harsh words have affected me in ways that I never would have thought. Every time I take a bite of anything, her harsh words are the only thing I can hear.

"Vivi, are you almost ready?" Shawn calls from the bathroom. I glance at myself in the mirror one last time, looking at the way my red bikini fits me. I can't help but slide my arms across my stomach covering it.

"Yeah, let me grab my sundress." I reply, scanning my body before turning away from the full length mirror.

He comes out of the bathroom as I pull the floor length sundress over my swimsuit.

"Hurry, baby. Cam's waiting!" He smiles, coming over to me and taking my hand. I giggle as he spins me gently, pulling me to him and pressing his lips to mine.

"Okay, come on!" I laugh, pulling back. I grab my Pink beach bag off the bed and grab Shawn's hand, leading him out to his Jeep.

It doesn't take us long to reach the beach. We pull in next to Cam's car, where he is sitting inside waiting on us.

"Oh well, took you two long enough." He laughs as all three of us climb out of the car.

"I'm going to blame Vivian for this one. She had to do her hair." Shawn chuckles, reaching his hand out. Cam reciprocates Shawn's handshake as I shrug.

"Guilty." I giggle. Cam wraps me in a massive bear hug. We head down to our favorite spot right beside the pier, setting up towels and a chair.

"I'll be right back." Cam says, randomly. Shawn and I nod before Shawn pulls off his shirt.

"Come on, princess, let's go get in the water!" He says, reaching his hand out to me. I smile, but shake my head as the cruel words ring through my head again, preventing me from taking my sundress off.

"I'm going to just sit here for a little while."

"Why, love? You adore wading in the ocean!"

I take a couple of seconds to debate whether I should tell him about what happened.

"Okay so a couple of days ago, one of your fans said I was fat. And asked me why you picked me." I tell him. Tears start to well up in my eyes as he sits down on the towel next to me.

"Oh, Vivi. No, you aren't fat. At all. And to answer her question, I fell in love with you. I didn't pick you. I fell in love with your happy, bubbly personality. I fell in love with you and your confidence! Where did that confidence go?" He reaches over and takes both of my hands in his. I look down at the towel, not wanting to respond.

"It hurt, Shawn."

"Well, listen to me. You are not fat. You are beautiful. You are priceless. Don't listen to them, okay? I love you, Vivian."

"I love you too, Shawn." I sniffle.

"Now come on and let's go swim some. Cam's on his way back!" Shawn smiles and takes my hand, helping me stand. And all my insecurities disappear.

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A/N:

Awww. I hope you like it Vivian!!!! And I really legitimately got this idea from a line in Spiderman. Like Marvel Spiderman... oops. But just know that all of you are beautiful! Don't listen to any mean girls who wanna talk smack about you! They're just jealous!!

QOTD: What is the thing you are most confident about yourself?

AOTD: I think my personality!! I always get compliments on my personality!