Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry

Dark Enough (the song title)

I remember I saw this girl in my class laughing so hard as if her life depended on it.

I guess I was jealous because I wish I had that.
I never knew how it felt for a person to laugh and actually mean it.
I never knew how it felt to laugh and be okay and not just broken.

I guess I was jealous and now I wish I wasn't.

She was never actually happy.
It was all just an act I guess she was just better than me at keeping it all deep down.

And now I still wish I was like that.

Maybe not hanging from the ceiling, as my parents walked in and saw me take my breath that was my last.
But I do want to be happy and I can see it she was happy... At first until she wrote me that message.

"Its all just an act you hide under I can see it in your eyes,
I should know cause that's how I feel when I wake up each morning,
I'm falling apart and I make it look so easy.
I'm so afraid of the dark and everything in it.
The monsters,
The beasts,
The demons
I know they aren't even real
But I can't control what I see when the darkness comes rolling in.
Its too late now for you to save me and I'm sorry,
I just wish you continue to live and truly be happy".

*I wrote this "poem" for this song I guess they match a bit.
I really love with this song*