Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry

Forbidden Love

My house is not a place to live,
My house is a place I want to stay away from.

My home isn't a house
My home is your smile.

I know that might sound stupid and a cliché,
But to be honest that's how I feel right now.

I used to make fun of people when they said they are in love, because love is just a myth.

I think I still believe that but a part of me has forgotten.

Maybe it's called love or maybe its just a crush.
Maybe I'm not in love,
Because I have never even liked to begin with.

I don't know how it feels to wake up to that someone.
Or to smile to myself when I think of him.

I don't know what its like when all I want to do is be with that guy that makes my heart flutter.

I don't even know this feeling I'm having
But I know its different.

Its not something normal I feel on the daily.
I just want to know is it real is it something I should feel?
Or is it forbidden love?
Is it like one of those stories where I can never be with him?
Is our story like Romeo And Juliet.

People always wanted that story but don't they understand that for me it has a different meaning.

Don't you see that Romeo and Juliet broke their families hearts and tore them apart?

And now they might not be in heaven because they killed themselves
They went straight back to rot in hell.

They weren't angels in heaven staying together never apart.

They left the whole world wanting their love,
Who wants a forbidden love where nothing is ever right,
Where you have to kill yourself and everyone along
Because you are so selfish just to be together?