My eyes burn,
And my heart hurts,
And I know if I cry,
It will all seem real,
And I'm hoping its just a dream.
Reality is painful,
I wish I could be grateful,
But the pain is just too real.
Maybe if I close my eyes,
I can fall back into my void,
Before I trusted others, and got my heart ripped open.
The void is better than this place,
Where things never change,
People stay the same,
And they all hurt you the exact same way.
This is just too real,
I hope its just a dream,
Because this pain infesting me,
Is just so surreal,
I can't even breath,
And my lungs feel so weak,
My body aches,
And my mind is playing tricks on me.
This reality check just broke me,
All the people I trusted shattered my dreams.
Getting a reality check was probably the end of me.
I guess I really needed to stay away from dreams.
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Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry
Poetry*Trigger Warning* Suicide, cutting, depression, abuse, self harm, death etc. ~I didn't know happiness as well as I know sorrow ❤️ Stay strong ❤️
