Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry

2 A.M.

Its that time of night again
When your heart beats faster
And you start to sweat
Its that time when you know
The thoughts start coming in
Infecting your brain with pain.

Its that time of night when all you can think of is that blade.
Its that time of night when all your demons come out to play.

Its 2:00 A.M. but its always 2 A.M. in my brain,
I never seem to get a break.

I thought about it many times, that maybe today, tomorrow or some other day
At 2 A.M I might kill myself.

Then the next day when the clock hit that 2 memories came flooding in, of my life and everyone in it, and I knew then that they won't get rid of me that easily.

I'm not a coward, I'm just a person who wants to try and live another day.
To give this world another chance to give me a good day.

Years later I thought to those days at 2 A.M where everything was falling apart, and now I'm happy just where I am.

So now its 2 A.M. and I'm happy just being here.