Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry

I may not be....

I may not be anorexic,
But I feel insecure about my body.

I may not self harm,
But i still carry scars.

I may not understand,
But I will always try to make you feel better.

I may not be happy,
But I always manage to fake a smile,
To make you happy.

I may not be the smartest,
But I know more knowledge about life,
Because of all I've been through.

Please don't give up on me,
I promise I won't too.

I can't lose you,
I have lost too many friends.

No one is here,
They're all gone.

Please help me,
I'm drowning inside of this nightmare.

I may not be the best person,
I may not be perfect,
I may not even be good at all,

BUT I try my best,
I try to make everyone happy,
I try to make everything better.

It can't get better when I'm this way,
I'm still lost in my dreams.

I'm a lost cause.

Please don't give up on me.

Just yet.