lily: friday has become my favorite day of the week
josh: i think it's a lot of people's
lily: any day i see him is my favorite day
josh: ah the puppy love
lily: i know this will all fall, i know it's temporary but for this finite time he is mine and i am his
josh: it's nice to see you like this
lily: i wish i could capture it, conquer it make sure it stayed
josh: that's not how it works, lil'
lily: i know, i'll take what i get
josh: you deserve someone who will wholeheartedly commit, who will give it all up for you and put that fate into your hands
lily: it's a nice thought, one i'd usually support, but it's not the reality... i believe it's okay we're not harming anyone and it's not anything serious
josh: but does it not scare you? you're so free that anything is possible in both aspects you're not technically committed not labeled no form of actual loyalty
lily: i'm a big girl, if i don't think i can handle it i will end it, but why does everything have to be labeled and so in a rush to be said to be something that you can't even express yet. i don't want to force it into something it's not. i want it to flow, to blossom
josh: that's idealistically beautiful
lily: it's not enough for a future, not stable, not practical and i totally understand that but sometimes i just wanna enjoy it
josh: just don't confuse the two, the line between what you want and what it is can be blurry
lily: well that's why you're here right
josh: haha, i guess i am
a//n: i've had chance the rapper playing non stop in the background
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