dialogue

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josh: who's that for

AWE its for bae?

lily: hush up

josh: that is so cute

lily: he was supposed to come the other day, he promised me he would

josh: what happened

lily: his mom was on his back, and then i'm like i understand if you can't come like we are technically over

i mean we're not over in my head 

i have never taken off the ring he gave me and still say i'm with someone

but he just was quiet and told me very sternly no i'm coming to see you

and i can't argue with that

josh: well you can tell him not to come

lily: he won't listen

josh: the way you make it seem he really fell for you, maybe even loved you

lily: i mean it could've all been bs but i don't think so you don't say that when you're a boy who didnt even want to date

he talked about our wedding and our apartment together 

meanwhile i was still reserved on saying i love you back

i've felt it back for a while i just wanted to know where his loyalties are

and now that our communication is cut off and yet he's still loyal to me

now when there are more than just things holding us back i still feel the love

i am not scared