dialogue

just friends

lily: i like him

josh: girl, please we've been knowing that

lily: i think he likes me back

josh: why would he not

lily: i always had this feeling that he thought i was annoying like why does this girl keep texting me

josh: maybe at first.. and not annoyed just surprised, at the end of the day we all just want someone to talk to

lily: maybe thats it... he's been wanting a gf for a really long time

i don't know when we were laying on his bed and my head on his shoulder and him leaning on me and then trying to protect my innocence lol and caressing my face

i didnt even think he had the guts to do it, so i was really taken aback

go with your friends i told him be a good host socialize but he just kept coming back to me

see... like all these things could be for a different reason 

i was on his bed and there were two beds and it was crowded, he felt bad i didnt have company & they just walk slowly, and i asked him to play that song he's in love with, he's just a good guy

josh: but that doesnt change how you felt... time stops for a little right, it feels like a movie

lily: so much, i swear half the things we did were straight from animes lol

this is bad

josh: why

lily: I'm falling again

josh: so let yourself

lily: i can't date! 

josh: you don't have to date.. 

lily: i know, i know, that's just gonna be so much pent up frustration to be just friends

a//n: was listening to KENDRICK MELODY // DARYL on soundcloud