These secrets will kill us Oliver Sykes

Chapter 17 ~ Today's the day

Veronica's POV

I slowly opened my eyes letting them adjust to the room, memories from the night before flooded my brain. I groaned as a searing pain filled my head, I hate headaches. I looked around noticing that I had passed out in Vic's arms and the rest of the guys were unconscious on the floor surrounded by empty alcohol bottles, pizza boxes and food. I could barely recognize my apartment under all of this mess. I got up and made my way to the bedroom to find something to wear, Vic's suitcase was fully packed on the bed and it suddenly hit me that Pierce The Veil was leaving today. My body flooded with sadness and I let out a sigh, sliding down the wall. I wasn't ready for this, I knew I'd be busy for the next few months I mean I had my new music video to shoot, modelling, photoshoots the lot. It was just the fact that Vic wouldn't be there when I had a rough day at work, he wouldn't be there to hold me and listen to rant about people that pissed me off which was near enough everyone in the entire world.

"Hey babe, what're you doing?" a voice said, I whipped my head around to see Vic giving me a concerned look. I wiped away a tear that was rolling down my cheek, hopefully he hadn't noticed. "Erm, I just came in here to get dressed, I have to clear up" I said rather quick, I wasn't exactly lying. 

"Then why are you on the floor?" he raised an eyebrow, I looked down trying to think of an excuse but I couldn't, I didn't exactly know why I was on the floor, it just happened. Vic could always see through me, he gave me these looks and it felt like he was looking into my soul. I hated it because I couldn't have anything to myself, feelings, idea's, emotions, lies. He knew the truth if he looked long enough, I know you're not supposed to hide things from the people you love but I didn't share a lot about how I felt or anything for that matter, I just kept it inside; it takes everything inside of me just to admit that I love someone but Vic didn't need me to say it because like I said, he just 'looks into my soul' and he knows.

Vic walked over to me and lifted me up pulling me into a tight hug and kissed me on the lips which sent electric shocks inside of body. "We'll be together before you know it V" he whispered, I nodded and pulled away before the sadness got the better of me. "I'm going for a shower, I'll leave you to wake the guys up" he winked and walked off down the hall into the bathroom. I looked into my wardrobe and pulled out a pair of black skinny jeans and a vest top, I'd get a shower later I'd only be cleaning all day anyway. I was about to walk into the living room to wake the guys up when I felt a hand wrap around my wrist and pull me into a room; Soft lips pressed hungrily against mine. I relaxed when I realised it was a very wet and sexy looking Vic. I smirked and forcefully kissed back, before I knew it my clothes were being thrown all over the bathroom and I was in the shower.

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After a while we got out and opened the bathroom door only to be greeted by three men staring back at us with their mouths wide open. I felt my face burn with embarrassment "Kill me now" I mumbled 

"Are you sure that didn't just happen?" Tony laughed

"I'm personally surprised you can walk" Jaime joined in. I rolled my eyes only feeling my cheeks burn

"Vic" Mike mimicked my tone "V-Vic!" I stared at them only feeling my cheeks getting brighter, I hid my face in Vic's chest who was actually smirking at the guys. I slapped his arm and his smile immediately disappeared. "Well I'm going to get dressed, you wankers can start clearing up" I winked and walked off to the bedroom only to be faced with Vic's suitcase lying on the bed. I don't know what came over me but I dropped to my knee's and started to cry, I had forgot all about them leaving and now it just seemed even worse than before. "Veronica? V we were only joking! I'm sorry" Jaime said worried, I wanted to laugh but I couldn't. "It's not that" I said inbetween sobs. 

"Then what is it?" he said pulling me into a hug 

"Tour" I felt my voice crack and his grip tightened 

"It'll be over before you know it, just think of it this way; in three months we'll all be together again. We'll have an amazing time at warped and then we can spend the rest of the year together" I cried even more, not sad tears they were happy but Jaime took it the wrong way. "Do you want me to get Vic?" he asked panicking again, I shook my head. The last thing I needed was Vic debating whether he wanted to leave me or not, I knew it was hard for him as it is. Stop crying Veronica, pull yourself together. I wiped my tears away, took a deep breath and smiled. "Thank you Jaime, it means alot" I said getting up and dusting myself down. 

"Anytime princess!, by the way you're way too good at that" 

"Good at what?" I asked slightly confused. Jaime stood by the door and looked back "The smile, the fake smile" he emphasized 'fake' and left the room leaving me standing there.

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"Vic! Vic stop!" I half screamed half laughed. Vic decided to get the vacuum and put it on me so it started sucking up my clothes and skin "it's not funny!, you're supposed to be cleaning!" I said inbetween laughs, it was surprisingly ticklish. Vic pulled it away from me and up to his face where it tried to suck off his lips, I doubled over laughing, silent tears fell from my face and I started clapping like a seal. "Can I see if it'll vacuum your tears?" he laughed moving it towards my face. 

"No way! are you mad?" Vic pouted and I couldn't say no, so I let him 'Vacuum my tears' which made him considerably happy, probably more than it should of done.

When we were finally done cleaning the guys went back to the hotel to grab their luggage as their flight left in a few hours "Is it okay if I leave some of my stuff here?" Vic asked

I half smiled, "of course baby" 

"Thanks, well I'm finished packing so lets go watch a movie before I have to go" he said taking my hand and lead me to the living room. Vic put on Coraline as it's one of his favourite movies, he pulled me down to lie next to him and held me close. 

"Veronica?" someone said rocking me gently "V, wake up I have to go baby", I slowly opened my eyes and noticed Vic staring over at me along with the rest of the band. I nodded and stood up walking them to the door. Jaime pulled me into a hug, "Chin up" he whispered "It's only three months, I'll miss you" I told him I'd miss him too and moved my way down the line hugging Mike and Tony and saying a few words. "Come on, let's leave the love birds alone to say their goodbyes" Mike said and they sloped off to the van. 

Vic and I stood looking at eachother for a few seconds before he pulled me into a tight hug, I enhaled his cologne for the last time for a few months, I was fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall. "I'll see you soon okay? take care of yourself babe" he whispered making the hairs on my back stand up   "You too" I mumbled. We some how ended up making out a few minutes before we heard the guys sound the car horn. We pulled apart "We'll talk everyday, I promise. I love you" he said picking up his suitcase, I nodded. "Enjoy yourself, I love you too" I replied with my best, realistic fake smile. He took one last look and walked away closing the door behind him. 

I stood there in the empty hallway listening to the clock tick and broke down in tears.

A/N aw, poor V! I'm so sorry about the smut scene, I couldn't stop laughing. It was actually my first time writing it in a fan fic so I'm sorry if it's terrible:(( don't hate me.

Anyway I know this is more like a Vic Fuentes fan fic but I got told by a few people on here and some friends to make Veronica and Oliver go their seperate ways a little bit so I did. I only plan on the next chapter being about them and then the one after that will be about warped tour again so I'll no doubt bring Oliver back into the story and that's where the drama begins, I'm literally SO excited to write it so I hope you enjoy it;3

I'm also thinking about writing a Vic Fuentes fan fic later on, i've got a few ideas but I just wondered if any of you would read it? idk, just an idea.

okay thank you and keep reading!<3