These secrets will kill us Oliver Sykes

Chapter 47 ~ Sometimes I see people that I love dying

Oliver's POV

"Veronica? Can you hear me?" The paramedic asked, a groan escaped her mouth and my heart sped up a little bit, at least she was being responsive, that's a good thing right? "Okay, stay with us hun and only one of you can travel with us." The other paramedic said and I quickly jumped into the ambulance with her no way was I leaving her alone again.

I sat by her side holding her hand tightly, I was petrified that if I let go then she would too. Time flew by and suddenly the ambulance doors opened wide and Veronica was wheeled out and into the hospital, I followed her closely behind, not wanting to miss anything. "This is Veronica Radford, she's twenty one and eight months pregnant, her pulse is low, she's bleeding out and she's currently unresponsive."

"Get her into surgery!" A nurse called "I'm sorry sir but you can't come any further, you've done all you can." Anger filled my body and I was about to protest but I couldn't form the words so I punched the wall which meant I got disapproving looks from the other patients and staff. I sat back down on the hard chairs and waited for some type of news on how she was doing but I'd been here before and I knew they kept you waiting hours for even the slightest update, so I made myself as comfortable as I could; I'd undoubtedly be here for a while.

"Oli!" a voice called, I looked up and noticed the guys making their way over to me. I rubbed my face and let out a deep sigh "Hi" I muttered, not really being in the mood to talk about anything. 

"How's she doing?" Lee asked and I shrugged my shoulders in response 

"They took her into surgery around an hour ago, they're not gonna tell me anything for a while so you're wasting your time being here." I spat. The guys looked taken back by my tone and I rubbed my eyes "Sorry, I didn't mean to snap...I'm just worried."

They nodded with sympathetic smiles "We understand, we brought you some clothes because I figured she'd be here for a while and I knew you wouldn't leave her." Jordan replied, chuckling. I didn't understand how anyone could smile at the minute, laughter seemed way out of the question along with any other positive emotion. "Where's Ashley?" I asked, ignoring what he had just said.

"We took him to your parents house, they said they'd have him for as long you need." Nicholls chimed in and I said my thanks. A nurse approached the waiting area I became more alert, she looked around before her eyes landed on us and she quickly walked over "Are you relatives of..." she paused and looked down at her clipboard "Veronica Radford?" I nodded and bit down on the corner of my lip hoping that it wasn't bad news and that they couldn't save her. "Oliver, right?"

I furrowed my eyebrows and wondered how she knew my name but decided not to ask "Uh...yeah." I replied. "I'm doctor James. Can I talk to you in private for a second?" My heart dropped and I felt sick but agreed anyway. She walked away a few steps and I followed her. "If we can only save one, your fiancee...or your baby, which one would it be?" she asked.

"Veronica, you need to save her!" I yelled "Why would you ask me that anyway? What's going on in there? I want to know because no one is telling me fucking anything!"

"Sir, please calm down..." doctor James pleaded "Thing's aren't exactly looking good for either of them at the minute, she's losing too much blood and there's other complications which means we can't take the baby out straight the way, we're entitled to ask which one you want saving and they will become first priority, I have to get back...I'm sorry."

"Wait, how do you know so much about us?" I asked hoping that she wasn't some obsessed fan that was operating on my fiancee. The doctor laughed lightly "Who doesn't know you two? A world wide famous model and a full time rockstar? Celebrities are high profiled cases so you can be sure that Veronica is getting the best care that she needs, I'll update you in a while." I nodded and she began walking away, "Oh and because things aren't looking good I think you should call your friends and relatives that are important, even if she does make it through, it'll be a long journey."