All For You

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Had y'all thinking Ameenah and Jesse were having sex last chapter 😂 got that ass..

Toni-Ann

"What the hell is your problem Toni?" Symone asked coming in my room. I just continued scrolling through my phone and didn't bother responding to her.

"Moms been through enough and your up here ignoring her" she spoke again.

"I don't care what she's been through, half if not most of the shit that's happened to her is her own fault" I rolled my eyes at the fact that Symone was trying to take up for her. Our mother put us through so much shit and it would take more than some weak ass apology for me to forgive me.

"She's trying to get better"

"Well she ain't trying hard enough" I shrugged.

"What do you have against forgiving your own mother" she asked making me look up at her.

"It's her fault he's dead and I could never forgive her for that" I told her before getting up and locking myself in the bathroom.

"You can't hold that against her forever Toni"

"I can and I will, go play house with your mother, I'm not stopping you"

I didn't here a response so I figured she left. The slamming of my room door was the confirmation. I wasn't going to just act like my mom didn't put me through what she did. Symone could be quick to forgive but I wouldn't be that dumb.

Ameenah

"I need to go before I fall asleep and get myself in trouble" I said standing up from the bed.

Jesse and I had a long talk about everything that had been going on. I liked that we could sit for ours and just have deep conversations. He wasn't just my boyfriend he was my bestfriend.

"No, get in trouble" he groaned not moving from his spot. He looked like he was about to fall asleep.

"No, how about I don't get in trouble and you get your ass up" I laughed. He drove me over here so he was my ride home.

"Gimme like five minutes" he mumbled closing his eyes. I bit my lips and wondered if I really wanted him to drive me home when he was this tired. I wouldn't forgive myself if he got into an accident because he fell asleep on the way back home. I rolled my eyes and put my things back down and reclaimed my spot on the bed.

I wasn't taking a cab, I couldn't call Ahmeer to come and pick me up because he was at work. Mama Nita's license was suspended, Symone didn't have her license and I definitely wasn't calling Toni to come and pick me up.

I decided to call Mama Nita, it was almost 10 o clock.

"Ameenah where you at?" She asked as soon as she answered the phone.

"I came to Jesses house after school but he's asleep and I don't want him driving when he's that tired"

"You put him to sleep?" She asked. I rolled my eyes because I knew what she was really asking.

"No, we didn't do anything" I groaned. I hated talking about shit like this with her. I was a virgin so she was questioning making sure I didn't do anything I wasn't 'ready for'.

"Good, I'll allow you to sleep over this one time since you called me but don't get comfortable doing this shit. You lucky I trust you, now bring your ass home early tomorrow morning"

"Thanks Mama Nita" I smiled.

"Mhmm get off my shit" she said before hanging up.

"Bye to you too" I said shaking my head, that lady was crazy.

"Who you talking to?" Jesse mumbled with his eyes closed.

"Damn even in your sleep you nosey as hell" I laughed laying back.

"You really staying?" He asked.

"Nah I'm staying nigga" I said sarcastically. He knew if so wasn't staying I would've packed all my stuff up and woke him up too.

"You lucky I don't have to energy, wait until I wake up" he smiled with his eyes closed.

"You ain't gon do shid" I teased.

"Mhmm you gon see, better sleep with one eye open" he warned before throwing one arm over me as he slept.

Aaleeyah

"Your little brother said you were back here" I heard Sean say. I didn't have to turn around to know it was him. I ignored him and continued kicking my foot in water. I was on the swimming team at school so I spent my time practicing in the pool I had at home if I didn't go to the Y.

"I wanted to apologize to you" he called out after a moment of silence. I scoffed and stood up wrapping my towel around me.

"I'm so tired of apologies from people as if the word sorry suddenly reverses the damage. Half the school thinks I'm some hoe. Niggas in my dm asking me how much I charge. You get all the props and respect meanwhile I get some apology and people thinking I'm easy"

"I'll tell them what really happened" he said grabbing my arm gently but I yanked it away.

"I don't care what you tell them, you lost all my respect by even telling people about it and then lying about what happened on top of that" I told him.

"I was mad and wasn't thinking about how badly it would affect you" he tried explaining but I was over the whole thing.

"Mad or not, I would never do something like that to you. You must not care about me as much as you said you did" I shrugged before continuing my walk into the house. I stopped at the sliding door and turned around. He looked hopeful as if I changed my mind.

"Make sure your gone by the time I come back and don't come back to my house" I added and turned back around heading inside.

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