All For You

35

Ameenah

"Stop questioning me little girl" she replied not answering my question.

"Is she dead?" I asked again but I already knew the answer after looking at my mothers face.

"No she's not" she sighed leaning against her car door.

"Oh my God" I breathed trying to slow my breathing down. I felt like my heart was going to pop out of my chest.

"She was going to take you away from us, I had to"

"What are you talking about?"

"We can go back to New York and talk about this. Your father and I can explain everything to you" she tried touching my shoulder but I moved away.

"No, I'm not going back to New York, what else have you guys lied about?" I asked.

"You really think I'm going to let you stay here, I made Corrinne leave. I can do the same and she will not take you in" she threatened but I just ignored her and got back in Jesse's car.

"What are you gonna do now?" Jesse asked getting into the driver seat. I shrugged my shoulders and leaned against the window as he pulled out the driver way, away from my mother.

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"You can stay here for the night" Jesse said as we laid in his bed.

"Your mom is not gonna go for that" I said giving him a look.

"I'm going to this party tonight and --"

"Party? You never told me you were going to a party" I frowned sitting up.

"Do you wanna come?" He laughed pulling me back down next to him.

"You annoy me" I laughed. He leaned over biting my cheek.

"Nah notreally, my moms gonna be home from work and asleep when she comes home"

"I have to go home and get clothes then" I groaned.

"My sister probably got some shit you could wear. She always dressing like she grown anyways and she ain't here" he shrugged getting up. I watched him fix his grey sweatpants before looking up at his face catching his smirk.

"It's all yours, free for you to get whenever" he wiggled his eyebrows making me blush. I looked down not knowing how to respond. I wanted to wait until marriage to have sex but sometimes being around Jesse made it hard.

"I'm not wearing your sisters clothes and stop being nasty" I simply said before standing up.

"Wouldn't be me if I didn't get a little nasty" he smile grinding the air. I threw a pillow at his before running out the room.

Jesse had driven me back to the house to get my clothes. I quickly retrieved a weeks worth of clothes, because I could never decide on one outfit, and other essential products I would need. I called Mama Nita and told her what was going on and she agreed to let me stay with Jesse for the night, not before saying..."Don't get pregnant". We came straight back to the house so I could get ready for tonight. I was almost done, I just need to put on my deodorant with I was doing now. I always put on my deodorant after I put my clothes on to avoids messing it up.

"Nah you gotta change" Jesse said looking me up and down as he stepped back in his room.

"Why? I don't look good?" I asked looking over my outfit in his wall length mirror. I thought I looked good in the outfit that I chose. Most of the clothes I wore was top of the line name brands, some things not even in stores yet. The most simple thing I had was a green dress that went a little past my knees and a brown block heeled shoe that had multicolored straps that went a little pass my ankles. I added a simple gold choker to complete my outfit.