fuck it im young(a justin bieber story) *IM BACK!!!!!*

ch.35- your back!

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I woke up and showered. Alex wasn't next to me. I had fun last night. Maybe I just need to go out. Maybe I should go shopping with Alex today. I went downstairs when I was done to see Alex making breakfast. "Mmmm! Whatcha making?" I asked her. She looked at me and said "omelets" before looking back and setting them on a plate. I grabbed 2 cups and poured some OJ into them for us. We sat and ate our breakfast. "These taste really good. Thanx babe" its been a whole since I've eaten actually food. "No problem. oh and I was thinking maybe we should go out today. Staying home all day is bad for you" she looked at me seriously. I smiled at her "actually I was thinking of us going shopping" she looked surprised. "Sure ill go get dressed" I nodded and walked to the living room. I turned on the TV and sat on the couch. I was skimming through the channels when one of them caught my eye. They were talking about Justin Bieber coming into town to do some shows.

He had just arrived a few hours ago he was seen walking into his house not too long ago. All I could think of was " I don't know he was coming. what if I bump into him. what would I say. what would he say?" I decided to shake it off when I saw Alex running downstairs screaming "I'm ready" we got in my car and I drove to the mall. When we got there we decided to going to the supra store first. I was checking out some shoes when I turned around and bumped into a stranger with a hoodie on. "Oh I'm so sorry I di-" I stopped talking as soon he took off his hoodie and I saw who it was. Omg..."its okay. I should have looked where I was going. I'm glad it happened. Its been a while. I missed you" he responded which shocked me. "Hey-.......

"Hey Justin. I thought you would of forgotten about me. Maybe moved on" he grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. Those dreamy brown eyes. Its like I had fallen into a trance. "I tried calling and texting but you never answered me. Why? I even tried talking to Taylor but he told me you shut everyone out. What happened?" I was speechless. I didn't want him to know I was doing horrible. He looked like he was fine. But I wasn't. "I'm fine. I guess I just.... Idk" I sighed trying not to cry. I've been waiting for so long to see him but it just wasn't the same. "You don't look fine to me. You look like a corpse" he said rubbing my cheek with his thumb. "Wanna grab something? How bout a mocha?" He smiled at me. He still remembers everything about me. I love mochas. Especially from- "come on I know a McDonald's just a few minutes away" he said excited. Yep he was still the same Justin I fell in love with. "Um sure but I have to tell alex. She came here with me" I said wanting to find her

"I'm pretty sure she will be fine" he said pointing behind me. I turned around and saw her talking to a guy. Oh God she has a boyfriend! "Haha that's my friend Chaz" he assured me. "She still with taylor" I told him a little pissed at Alex. "Oh yeah. I don't think they will last very long" he said. I knew he was hiding something. I gave him a mean stare. "Ill tell you over our mocha" he said grabbing my hand leading me to his car. I texted Alex to let her know. She didn't respond. Guess she was to busy flirting. Ugh! "So what's been going on since I left?" as much as I didn't want to talk about it I knew I had to tell him. But it hurt to talk about it. My eyes got watery as I started talking. "I never meant to break up with you. I guess I was just jealous. When I left I felt heartbroken. I felt like someone tore out my insides. I didn't know what to do. I cried myself to sleep every night" I looked out the window as I started to feel tears fall down my cheeks. He looked over at me as we pulled up into the drive through. "Hey don't cry. I didn't know you felt like that. I didn't take it so well either. I was broken. I tried to stay strong but it was only a matter of time before I broke down. I told Michael I had to fix things. So I decided to come down here to see you" he told me holding my face in his palms. I couldn't help but feel safe