fuck it im young(a justin bieber story) *IM BACK!!!!!*

ch.19- im sorry

your pov:

"Wtf are you doing with my bf?!?!?!" You pull Selena off of justin and shove her. "Taking what's mine what does it look like I'm doing" she says back with a smile like if she's won something. "Gtfo of my face you ugly ass whore" she walks towards Justin. "Call me when you can baby". Justin moves away from her saying "haha keep walking slut" then walks towards you but you take a step back. "Baby please listen" he says sadly as if wanting to cry. "No I've seen enough" "I didn't do anything she kissed me!" He shouts a little. "But you didn't bother to pull away" he comes closer. "I was go-" you cut him off "I don't wanna hear it. were over..." You start walking away but he grabs your arm. you slap it away "don't touch me! You never loved me! I was just a replacement for her wasn't I!?!? Now that she came back you didn't hesitate to take her back" you say with tears now in your eyes. "That's not true" he responds with puffy eyes. "Then why didn't you stop her and push her away you asshole?" "You know what, believe what you want cuz if you don't trust me than this is BS!" Wow. that broke my heart. "Fine!!! I hate you!!!" you run away. he tries to go after you but that lady from the diner grabs him and asks for him to pay therefore letting you get away. You go to Justin's house and pack your stuff. You leave a note and go home. you just decided to stay there alone instead of calling someone over. You go to your room and question your self. What just happened? did I really just do that? I love him and I miss him already. What did I do?!?! You open the mirror and grab some pills to help you calm down. but you were going insane as your had was about to explode from all thats happened. You grabed a handful of pills and choked them down while you continued to try to process what happened. next thing you know you black out

Beep....beep....beep.....you wake up in the hospital attached to all sorts of cords. Alex and Taylor run and hug you. "yn! your awake!!!" "Omg don't you ever do that again. If you ever need anything call us. We're always here for you" "I'm sorry. I don't know what happened" I felt bad because I knew what it felt like to think you've lost someone. That's when it hit me. The only person I wanted to see right now was. "Huhmm!" My thoughts were interrupted by someone clearing their throat. Its like he read my mind. "Do you mind giving us a minute?" He asked. Alex and taylor nodded and left the room. I can tell he has been crying a lot. "What happened?" "You overdosed and Alex went to go visit you but found you passed out on the floor. She brought you here and called Taylor and he called me so I came as soon as I could!" "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean anything. I know what that bitch is capable of yet I still let her get to me. I'm sor-" he cut me off "its okay. As long as we're together now" you hug him tight. You missed him so much. It felt so right and I felt so safe in his arms. Then the doctor came in. "You can leave as soon as your ready ms. Yln" he left the room. Justin said "lets go home"