91 Days Of Missing Your Name

(Written in style of '99 days without you' which you can also read on Wattpad)

I remember the start of today faintly. Or at least I wish I didn't remember it.

You had told me you are going to get some Starbucks with Eleanor and you asked me if I wanted any. I loved the sound of your voice. I loved the way you actually asked me if I wanted some too.

I rolled over in bed and said no politely. You said bye and I said it back almost in the same perfect tone you had but not quite.

For some reason when I woke up 4 hours later you were still not back to our flat. I walked through every room in our flat more than 15 times before realizing you weren't there.

I left in my pajamas and headed to Starbucks. I arrived and saw cops.

They approached me, and told me you were shot.

Louis for I wish it hadn't been you. I wish it would've been someone else.

I'm sitting here late at night in my bed still waiting for you to come home.