Day 1

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Today I have laid in my bed and not spoken a word. I also have been crying non stop.

I haven't been able to touch my phone, read any articles, or even watch tv. I knew that everywhere I looked people would be talking about you. The boys kept calling our phone but I continued to ignore it. The doorbell rang more than 50 times but I never rose from our bed.

I wanted one of those calls to be you saying you'll be home at the next doorbell. But you never came. The cops assumed that it was actually suicide but I denied it endlessly.

Louis if it was suicide how come you never Showed any sign of wanting to kill yourself?

Please come home soon. It's only day 1 and I can't function properly.

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