Day 35

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Dear Lou,

Today the doctors released me from the hospital. I just wanted to write you a letter every now and then just to tell you how I am doing.

I haven't been myself lately.

And I need you to see it.

You, to see it in my eyes.

I'm not okay.

No matter

How many times

I say I'm fine

I want you to keep digging,

To keep pushing,

And I will crack.

I just need you to see it.

Tell me that you love me, and tell me for real. I don't want someone else to say,"Lou really loved you," No. How do I know for real?

Tell me for real Louis. Come into my dreams and say it. I want you to tell me over and over again. I want you in my life, and I need you in my life.

I love you Lou,

Hazza xx

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