I was back at our home, laying in bed as usual. The doctor told me to,'take it easy' because I have symptoms of a bipolar disorder.
Maybe I'm sick Lou. Maybe I am.
I think I just want everything back to the way it used to be. You and I laying in bed just the two of us alone. Cracking jokes late night until we fell into deep slumber. Smiles so wide that they would never fade away. I miss every single part of you Louis.
But I knew I had to call Liam. So I did.
After the first ring, he picked up.
"Harry? It's unusual for you to be calling. I'm sorry about how I lashed out on you. Is everything alright?" His soft voice spoke through the receiver.
"I don't know if you've heard yet but I'm sorry about last night. I wasn't thinking. I- I just missed having him here..." I trailed off hoping he would continue but the line was silent for a while.
"You tried to kill yourself didn't you?" Liam whispered.
"I-I'm so sorry." I begin to feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Harry there's nothing to apologize for. I get it. It's hard. I want you to know that I'm here for you though. Even if I'm the only one."
"Thanks.. I hope you understand. It was a uhm, a mistake."
"Oh Harry, if only it weren't."
And with that he hung up leaving the line dead. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
Liam already knows about what happened to you, Lou. I don't even need to lie anymore.
YOU ARE READING
91 Days Of Missing Your Name
Fanfic-Triple/Double/Single Updates every night (Most frequently updated story)- Harry suddenly loses Louis suddenly without any warning. Harry will do anything to see Louis' face again but there is no use. Harry goes 91 days but cannot continue to cope w...
