91 Days Of Missing Your Name

Day 14

I woke up from my 3 hour sleep to a text from Eleanor.

'Harry I heard you're not doing well. I feel really bad for what I said to you, please forgive me.'

I pretended like I didn't see it and went back to bed. She doesn't deserve forgiveness. Does she?

Louis I feel like she's the one who got in the way. It wasn't you. It wasn't me. Where'd she even come from and why couldn't she have left sooner?

I decided to not even attempt to reply. I did end up falling back asleep until Liam texted me.

'Answer her please.(: you need this Harry'

'Need what Liam?'

'Support. She's feeling the same thing you are. She's here for you.'

I wanted to laugh but I also wanted to cry. She will never know what it's like for me.

I typed into the box,'no she doesn't know what it's like to love on someone who had a girlfriend already and is now dead.' But I quickly deleted it.

Come back wherever you are Louis. I know you like to play pranks but this is the longest round of hide and go seek we've played yet.