Day 15

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When I woke, Niall was sitting on the edge of my bed crying. There were 3 things I thought of when I first saw him there. One, how'd he get in. Two, why is he crying. Three, shit there's no time for that.

"Niall.." I mumbled before propping my body up on my elbows to look at him.

My eyes began to water as my heart ached even more. When he looked at me, he shook his head.

"You lied Harry..." He attempts to rub his eyes but his tears were literally flowing out of his eyes.

"About what?"

"Stop that! You know what!"

"I'm sorry I-"

"You haven't left the house, you literally are as thin as a stick, your eyes are completely blood shot Harry! Have all you been doing is crying?"

"Yes!" I screamed as I started crying.

I kept thinking back to Eleanor.

No one understands.

"Ni, I need Louis back." I whispered crying. I wondered if he heard me but he must've because he got up and put his arms around me.

"I know Harry. I know."

"I didn't even get to say goodbye." I stuttered over my words, struggling to make a sound.

"You know he loved you."

"I know."

We basically sat like that for the rest of the day.

It was well needed Lou, but it would've been better with you.

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