Day 21

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Today news about me spread almost everywhere.

Some of the titles of the magazines and articles I read where stunning.

"The struggle of Harry Styles."

"Celebrity tries to commit!"

"Harry Styles trying to end his life over death of his best mate."

"Styles overdoses over loss of Tomlinson 2 weeks ago."

"Was Larry Stylinson really a fan base 'myth'?"

I really wish the paparazzi would just take a break and leave me alone. Life is getting harder and harder for me each and every day that passes. I don't need more of this spreading on top of it all.

Suddenly my phone started ringing as I answered.

"Good morning Harry it's Paul."

"Paul..wow it's great to hear from you." I said.

"Same to you. Styles I've missed you!"

"Yeah." I say back. I'm never in the mood for keeping a conversation anymore.

"Listen I was calling to tell you that management set you up for a interview tomorrow."

"What? No! I'm not doing a interview.."

"Harry do you not get it? One direction is still the biggest boyband in the world and you're apart in it. Also you have one of the biggest fanbases in the world and they're worried. They're the reason you are and were ever on top. You have to let them know you're still here."

"I tweeted yesterday isn't that enough?"

"Sales are going up. People wanna know about you. Everyone's heard by now but barely anything has hit the news. I'm picking you up tomorrow no matter what." He says and hangs up.

I want to punch the wall full of anger. I didn't want to have to explain myself. My closest friend; my lover; died and here I was. A suffering man. Still the same 19 year-old guy. Still on top of the world. But now I'm crumbled and broke.

I'm missing a key part of my world. How hard is that to understand?

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