Day 9

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Liam texted me a quest at 11:20 AM. "Go to the store and buy yourself a get well soon card. Also; don't forget the flowers."

I didn't want to buy myself a stupid card. But I didn't hesitate on the flowers. I leave the flat almost immediately after recording the text because I feel bad to wait knowing I haven't seen you yet. I leave in my pajamas, or what were my pajamas the morning you left me.

When I entered the store a few fans saw me. They didn't approach me.

When I reached the flowers a teenager handed me a pair that were labeled on the card,'in memory of lou'. She hugged me as I walked away.

I enjoyed not being bombarded with paparazzi. And I noticed none of the fans asked for pictures or signatures. They just simply stayed silent and gave me a hug.

When I approached the cashier I started to pull out my money as she stopped me.

"You don't need to pay for these. I know to have his presence back would be priceless, and this is the closest I can give you."

I cried at her thoughtful words as she walked around the register to embrace me.

The walk to the cemetery was the worst. I had only walked there once before and that was with you. When I reached your grave I simply set the flowers down and kissed your head stone.

I didn't want to pay too much attention to the fact that ill never see you again.

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