Tainted Redemption

Chapter thirty-two

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Zayn's POV

Things around me happen without me being fully consent on it. Another meet up, another day of doing the same shıt... I'm glad I found a friend on alcohol, lazying around on a seat in a random warehouse.

It's been a day, and I'm already done with this.

I'm surrounded by people I couldn't care less about. I could act like I was into whatever, but I feel moody as fūck that if someone even dares to look at me strange I'll start a fight.

The women beside me all want power, that's what I'm to them...a tool to get what they want.

I don't know why I haven't yet told 'em to fūck off...

When one of them, the arrogant one, pours liqour in my cup, I knew why.

They flirt, I recoil. It's been minutes like this, I've even tried to politely decline them, well what could count as polite in my opinion.

What was I fuckıng doing here?

Wait, right... Liv's dad gave me another trail to sniff on about the murderer's issue, I don't know why I even listen to him, I should make a big revolt against him with the mobs, like dead aşs set them off against him from what he did...but he's good at his job, and we're getting near the assassin. That's why I try and not take it personal.

I feel like the kıller is just before our noses and we couldn't see it.

The arrogant blonde next to me has information I need, but she has a thing of fuckıng leaders for the thrill of it and refuses to give me them until I at least finger her or something...that's what she asked for. Hollow blonde headed chick.

I wouldn't, I'm not that fuckıng desperate for information yet. But she's clinging on my side. I'd rather get drunk than work right now, I'm so not in the mood to deal with obnoxious shıt that is stepping on every single nerve of mine. So I keep drinking.

I sense the room shift and when I hastily jerk my head to the side where the entrance is... A shiver ran through my body, it's Robin with... I blink twice.

Liv.

She looks out of place, as if she doesn't want to be here.

If her father wouldn't have thrown me a warning glare, I'd been already beside her.

This motherfuckıng prıck.

He's daring me to do something that would easily make him win. I didn't think I'd loathe a person more than my own sperm donor, but lief likes to surprise.

When I felt Liv look around the place and her dad searching for someone, while still keeping a close eye to me... I make it out as if I hadn't seen her, laughing for show with arrogant blondie next to me.

She seemed surprised but angles my head further. I don't stop her when she kissed me, though my whole body and mind screamed at me to prevent her.

When she finally pulled away, I kept looking at her absently, from peripheral vision I knew Liv was watching me... So I tug blondie to me, she latches on me without me trying for much, her painted lips smudged mine. My eyes are wide, disliking this so much, I could vomit, the smoke of pot, scent of alcohol and sweat wasn't helping. I felt dizzy as well.

This chick almost sucked my fuckıng face off until I finally snatched her away from me.

Involuntary I look at Liv with bulging eyes. Could she see how much effort that took me? Although I had to do this, I was wishing this was an hallucination...her pained eyes could be seen from here, how she can't understand it..