Not What I Expected (Dinah/You)

Chapter 1

She was everything I could ask for, but not everything that I wanted. I wanted a Latina but she's a Polynesian. I wanted a short girl but she's tall. The saying of you can't always get what you want is true from my perspective. I never got exactly what I wanted, I always got the exact opposite.
I always wanted a family that loves me for who I am and never second guessed their love for me. But I didn't get that. When I came out as gay they freaked out. I mean they should've expected it since I was born with an extra part. They only held off on taking it away because they wanted to see what gender I would choose growing up. My mom was a little accepting but overall neither of my parents liked it. A week after I came out my parent kicked me out right when I got home from school. They had all my stuff packed and outside in the driveway in the spot where I park my car. That was the last day that I've ever heard from my parents. My siblings, well I still talk to them. I used to see my brother everyday at school so he would keep me updated on what happened in the house. Like the fact that my parents would always fight about me not being in the house and my mom crying about it, but it was their decision. As for me I had to fein for myself. Hopping from friends house to friends house. To living on the street and starving. Eventually I got a job at a coffee shop and worked everyday once I graduated from high school ( Of course my parents didn't come. They didn't want to congratulate a gay kid).
To everyone I wasn't a normal teenager because I didn't want to be famous and star in my own reality show. I never had the luxurious life or things so I didn't find the need to want them. But I got what I didn't want which was fame. I got discovered by a producer of Def Jam. I was cleaning tables singing and rapping songs like I usually do. No one ever listen to me or was paying attention to me singing but that day was different. I was cleaning the table next to him singing and BAM! Next thing I know I'm signed to Def Jam. That's all when I was 18 but now I'm 20.
It's not as bad as I expected but it's better than working in a coffee shop and going home smelling like the strong scent of coffee beans. No I don't have a big ole mansionI own a four bedroom house with a recording studio in the basement and a pool in the back. Nothing so big nor special. I getting ready to release my new album Chapter 20 soon. My EP was a big hit. I got nominated for artist to watch that year and won it too.

My Whole ❤️
Baby I miss you 😢 when are you coming home?

That's my baby but let me tell you about how I got her. Like I said she's Not What I Expected.
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A/n I'm new to all of this so don't judge me but tell me what you think. ☺️