Chapter 3

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2 days later

I'm waiting for Ally to come over. I called her over so I can tell her how I feel. I'm tired of playing this game with her. I'm in love with her and she needs to know cause I'm tired of being in the friend zone. She gives me mix signals all the time so I don't know how she really feels.
Like one time me and the girls went to Six Flags and we were holding hands and she kept kissing me on the cheek. She also kept flirting with me and one time she kissed me way to close to my lips. When I won her the bear that she wanted she started to kiss me all over my face. In the van on our way back to my house she would put her face in my neck and kiss on it. And then the next day she would just act like I'm her friend. So honestly I don't know how the girl feels. I tried asking the girls but they kept telling me that she would never talk about me like that to them.
I was interrupted from my thoughts by a knock on the door. I got up from the couch and open the door seeing an Ally looking as beautiful as ever.
"Hey Y/N."
"Hey Ally." I smiled and moved over so she could come in. As she walked in I could smell her intensifying smell. I swear she always smells this good. She walks into the living room and I follow behind her. She sits on the couch and I sit beside her.
"So what did you want to talk to me about?" She looks at me and smiles.
My hands get sweaty and I rub them on my pants. I look at her and then look down at my hands and start playing with my fingers.
"Hey," she lifts my head up with her index finger and licks her lips " you can tell me anything mija." And there goes the friend zone again. Here goes nothing.
" Look Ally, the reason why I called you over here was to tell you that I like you. I've liked you before I even met you. And with the amount of time that we've spent together my feelings on have gotten stronger. And it's safe to say that I've fallen in love with you. And I just want to know if you feel the same way. I feel like you've been giving me mixed signals and I just want to know if you feel the same way that I feel."
I looked down scared that if I looked up I will see a horrifying disgusted look on her face. And I didn't want to come at face with it. Knowing that she doesn't feel the same way is one of my greatest fears right now. And I don't want to face it. I
It's been a couple of minutes since I told Ally and she has yet to say anything. I felt her get up from the couch, but I was too scared to move or say anything. I heard her walk towards the door and open it and hear the door close. She left. She didn't even give me an answer she just left. Now I'm left here on this couch with a broken heart. She doesn't feel the same way. Because if she did she wouldn't have left she would've said something. But she didn't. She fucking left. Left me here to fix my heart myself. This isn't what I wanted. I wanted her to be here kissing me and telling me that she loves me too.
I get up feeling the tears cascade down my face, but I'm too hurt to even try to make an effort to wipe them away. I make my way to my room. Once I get there I throw myself on my bed and cuddle up to the closest pillow. I just cry. Cry till I feel like I couldn't cry anymore. With tiredness creeping on me I slowly fall in a deep sleep.
Ding
Ally😻❤️
I'm sorry Y/N. I just couldn't sit there and tell you that I don't feel the same way. I couldn't break your heart and see the hurt in your eyes first hand. I did feel the same way at one point, but I don't anymore your an amazing person, I'm just not into females. Any female would be lucky to have you. I'm so sorry Y/N I hope that you can forgive me.
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Dinah POV

I decided to go to my best friend's house just because I wanted to see her. My cousin pulled up in her driveway. I would've drove but my mom doesn't trust me driving.
"You either have her or your mom take you home or just stay the night. Just don't call me. I'll be with my baby." " I didn't want you taking me home anyways. I'll probably end up staying the night. " "Fine by me. Bye Dinah."
I get out the car and take out the keys that I secretly made to her house. It's not like she's going to be mad about it anyways. I know she'd rather have me have a key rather than her opening the door for me all the time as much as I come here. I open the door and look around. There is no sign of her anywhere on the first floor, so I make my way up the stairs to her room. When I walk through the doorway I instantly get mad. I see tears stains on her face. I don't know who hurt her but their gonna get a Poly beat down when I find out who it is. Her phone lights up indicating that she got a message.
Ally😻❤️
I'm sorry Y/N. I just couldn't sit there and tell you that I don't feel the same way. I couldn't break your heart and see the hurt in your eyes first hand. I did feel the same way at one point, but I don't anymore your an amazing person, I'm just not into females. Any female would be lucky to have you. I'm so sorry Y/N I hope that you can forgive me.
So it was Ally that hurt her. She told Ally how she felt. I feel so bad. I'm mad at Ally but Im more upset at the fact that she was crying. I went to the other side of the bed and laid next to her and cuddled into her. I wrapped her arm around my waist and turn towards her.
"Dinah?"
"Shh Y/N/N go back to sleep I'll be here when you wake up. "
"How'd you get in?" "I made a key now go to sleep."
And with that she was back to sleep. She looks so peaceful but yet so broken at the same time. I watched her as she slept. And soon I fell asleep too.
I woke up to someone shaking me and calling my name.
"Dinah. Di. Diiiiinnnnnaaaaahhh!"
"Yes. " I look up at her. "Wake up."
"I'm up now. You don't have to tell me what happened I seen her text. I'm sorry Y/N. There's other girls out there better than her."
"But that's the thing I don't want anybody but her" she says as she pouts. I look her in her eyes and say "You don't need her. Your an amazingly beautiful person, anybody with eyes can see that. She's crazy for not wanting to be with you. If she doesn't see that then she doesn't deserve you. Any girl is lucky enough to,have you. Your gonna make some girl lucky one day."
And with that she smiled. " Thank you Dinah. I needed that. " I kiss her cheek.
"That's what I'm here for. Now stop being sad I didn't come here for that. I came to have some fun with my best friend."
She sat up and looked at me. "Wanna help me right a song then?"
"Hell yeah!"
With that we made our way to her basement studio.
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Girl you're not nice, you're rude
Want me to feel like I'm new
Want me to watch you do you
Don't, girl, you look so nice
But you're not nice, you're rude
Look what you're putting me through
I'd never do this to you

I need to hold the corner and then slow whine it
One time, yeah
I need to hold the corner and then slow whine it
One time, yeah

Right now we're just taking time
Other things are on your mind
And you want bad, bad, bad when I treat you right
I don't care how you look so nice
I watched as she is in the booth singing the song. The song that we came up and wrote together. The song where she put all her feelings about Ally. I felt bad because Ally is one of my best friends but what she did to Y/N was so messed up. How could you treat a girl that loves you like that after she risked her feelings for you?
"So she told her huh?" I turned around and seen August Alsina.
"How'd you know?" " How can I not? I can tell by the lyrics. That's my patna' ya know. And I know ya got feelins fa ha too ma."
"How'd you know that too?" "My nieces. They luh y'all and plus ya said it in ya last interview. They don't ask who ya celebrity crush is fa no reason."
I blush and look down. "Well maybe I do but I don't think that she'd ever like me back. She's still stuck on Ally."
"I knew Y/N since she came to Def Jam. I took her under my wing. That guh gone realize her feelins fa ya soon. I know she got some fa ya too. She just don't wanna admit it. Don't worry I like y'all together y'all make a cute couple together. Just know dat if ya hurt ha like ya friend Ally did, Nicki gone be ya problem. They like sistas." I look at him and smile. "I promise I won't. I like her too much to do so.
"Good she might act like a nigga but she sho enough still a female." He and I both laugh.
"What y'all ugly asses laughing at?" We hear Y/N say while coming out the booth.
"Ion know who ya calling ugly. I pull more females than ya." He says doing some type of hand shake her.
"Keep thinking so. You keep fucking with them hoes every day with yo lanky ass." They both laugh. She comes towards me and kisses my cheek and sits next to me and look back at August. I blush and see August wink at me.
"Was I just hearing a new hit in there?" "Maybe. I wrote it with this one." She says as she points at me. "Oh really? Well y'all did a good job. But I gotta go. I'm taking Roro and my nieces to da zoo." "Ayo tell Chris to hit me up for that song. " " I gotcha bruh. "
And with that August left. I kissed her cheek and looked at her.
"You did a good job in there. " "Thanks babes." She said as she smiled widely at me. "So what was you and Aug talking about?"
"Nothing that has to do with your big head ess." She pouted and then got up pulling me up with her. "Come on I wanna take my best friend shopping."
And with that we was on our way to the mall.
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Your POV

After me and Dinah left the mall we went back to my house. I'd have to admit I love spending money on Dinah. I don't know but something about it just feels right. Actually just being around her just feel right. The whole time we were at the mall she was holding my hand and never let go. Well unless she went to try something on. But I didn't mind it because I got the feeling of never wanting to let her go. I don't know what it is but I'm starting to realize the feelings that I have for Dinah. Like I love it when she smiles so big that I can see the dimples near her eyes. Or I just love hearing her laugh. Or the feeling of never wanting her to leave my side. There's only one problem from actually admitting my feelings.
Im scared. Im scared she would do the same exact thing that Ally did to me. And that shit hurt. I would do anything not feel that pain again. That is the most scariest thing to me right now and I don't want to go through that again.
We were laying on the couch. Well more like me laying on the couch and Dinah on top of me straddling my waist watching tv and playing with my hands. If you didn't know that we are best friends you would've guessed that we were dating. Not that I'd mind it at all. I started to take in her features. Her soft, clear caramel skin, her perfect brown eyes, and her soft long hair. The most best thing about her face is her plump soft looking lips. I could just kiss them.
"So do it." She giggles as she gets closer to my face.
"I said that out loud?" "Yeah." she almost says in a whisper
I lean up and close the gap between us.

Dinah POV

OMFG SHE JUST KISSED ME!!!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------A/n you finally kissed Dinah😆😆😆 so what happens now? Please leave comments and vote😁

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