Chapter 61

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Dinah POV

         I woke up and I feel pain shoot up between my legs. And the memories from last night replayed in my head. I smile and the door busts open and the girls are revealed. "Ew Dinah cover up." Normani says as she covers her eyes. I look down and see my chest is uncovered and I pull the blanket up over my chest. "Your the one that barged in here before knocking." "It smells like sex in here. And by the amount of hickies on your neck I can tell that's what happened." Lauren says as she sits on the bed. "Lauren I wouldn't sit there if I was you." I say as I wrap the blanket around me as I get up from the bed just for my face to high five with the floor.
         The girls burst into laughter as I hear footsteps come up the stairs. "Babe you-" Y/N stops talking when she sees me on the floor. "Help." I say as I try to sit myself up. She walks over to me and picks me up and places me on the bed. She's kisses my forehead and then pecks my lips. "I'm going to go run you a bath. Girls do you think you can keep an eye on the kids downstairs please?" She says and the girls nod their heads while filing out of the bedroom. Y/N goes into the bathroom and I grab my phone off of the nightstand going onto Instagram. I scroll through occasionally liking and commenting under pictures. "Babe your bath is ready." I hear Y/N say as she comes into the bedroom. I unravel myself from the blanket as she comes closer and she picks me up bridal style. I pull her into a kiss as she walks us to the bathroom. We pull away when air is needed and she looks me in the eyes.
"What was that for?" She asks with a smile. "For last night." She kisses my forehead and then places me carefully into the tub. She turns around and I grab her wrist. "Where you going?" "To clean the room. I was going to do it when I woke up but you was still sleep. I know you don't want to sleep on a sheet with your left over cum on it." She says as she lets out a low chuckle. "Can you come back when your done?" "I have to take care of the kids. And I have to get Chey ready for when Melanie comes to pick her up." I nod my head and let her arm go.
       I watch her walk out the bathroom and then close my l eyes and relax my body.  Since her and Melanie are on good terms she's been allowing Melanie to take Cheylise for a day or two. Honestly to me I'm glad that she's taking care and spending time with her but a part of me hates it. I feel as if that she's trying to take her away from me. I know what your thinking 'Dinah she's not really your daughter.' But in reality to me it feels like it. I've been a mother to Cheylise for a year now.  And a part of me feels like Melanie doesn't deserve the title as her mother.
"Dinah?" I hear a voice break me from my thoughts and see Ally. "Hey Als." "What you thinking about over there?" I look between Ally and myself. "You do know I'm naked right? Now isn't the best time." "Dinah I've been changing my clothes in front of you for almost five years now. I think I can handle you sitting in a bathtub of bubbles." Ally says in a matter of factly tone. I laugh and so does she. "What are you thinking about Dinah? Because you seemed like you were in deep thought about it." "Thinking about Melanie spending time with Cheylise. I mean am I wrong to feel like Melanie doesn't deserve the title as Cheylise's mother?" "In a way no but yes you are. Regardless of whether either of you are with Y/N that's still and always will be Cheylise's mother. There's no turning back in time on changing that. Yes at one point Melanie didn't do what's best for Cheylise but she did what she could or thought was right. We all know that Melanie getting pregnant was a mistake and maybe she just wasn't ready to be a mother, not everyone is. But Melanie changed her ways and is fixing her mistakes. I understand that you was there to help take care of her when Melanie couldn't but at the end of the day Melanie will always have that title." Ally says making multiple points. I nod my head to let her know I understand. "Alright get out." I say as I pull the plug.
"What?" "I'm getting out. And Y/N would be mad if you seen what's hers." She laughs and gets up leaving the bathroom. I stand up and grab my towel and slowly get out of the bathtub walking to the sink washing my face and brushing my teeth. I walk into the room and make my way into the closet. "Mommy!" I hear Cheylise yell from downstairs. I grab one of Y/N's shirts and sweats and go into the room and grab a pair of panties and bra and start to get dressed. Once I'm dressed I grab my phone off the night stand and make my way out the room and downstairs. "At least you remember to be covered up this time." I hear Lauren say. "Shut up." I look around and see my babies in their play pen wide awake. I make my way to the play pen and pick up Kaleo. He starts to squeal and laugh. "Hi baby boy." I say as I walk into the kitchen where I know Y/N is. "Mami!" Cheylise runs and hugs my leg. "Hi princess. Hi Melanie and Richard."
"Mommy you see my baby broder?" "Yes baby he's very handsome." I make my way to Y/N who is standing in front of the stove cooking eggs. I kiss her cheek and look over her shoulder. "Hey baby." She turns her head and pecks my lips. "And hi my handsome baby boy." She coos as she looks down at him. "Mami mommy is taking me to Disneyland." "Really princess? I hope you have a lot of fun." "Yeah and I bring the babies something too." "Your such a good big sister."
"Y/N we have a problem." Yonni says as she jogs into the kitchen. "Hey everybody." "What's the problem?" Yonni points upstairs and Y/N nods her head. She hands me the spoon and kisses my cheek. "Take over for me?" I nod my head and start to cook the food while she follows Yonni.
"Mamas did you eat?" I ask Cheylise as I turn around. "Oh we're just going to take her out to eat before we go there." Melanie says. "Well why don't she just eat here and you can save your money?" I say giving her a sly smile before turning around. "I have enough money to take care of my child. Come on Cheylise we can go to McDonald's." Melanie says as I can hear her help Cheylise down from the chair. I turn around and put Kaleo in the playpen that's in the kitchen. I let out a sigh and squat down open my arms and Cheylise runs into them. "I love you princess. Be good okay?" She nods her head and kisses my cheek. "Go say bye to mama and then you can leave." She nods her head and we pull away from each other. I stand up and make my way to the fridge taking out two baby bottles and place them in the bottle warmer.
"You know you don't have to play a mother role to her anymore." "I'm always going to be a mother to her. I'm not going to stop now that your back." I say back. "What's your problem?" Melanie asks. "You. You're my problem. You think that it's all sunshines and rainbows because you decide to now be there and be the mother you should've been before." I state. "Dinah don't act like you know everything that happened between me and Y/N because you don't even know the half of it." "I know you was going to drop your responsibilities for a pole." She laughs lowly and looks at me.
"Your still on that? Look where I am Dinah! I'm here being there for my child. I'm sorry not everyone could go on a singing competition, win third place, get signed, and have two albums out! I'm sorry I didn't have the opportunity you did. Stripping was the only way to put food on my table while you sat with silverware while traveling the damn planet. I come from the projects where you dodge bullets and try to make it out to see 21! I'm sorry I didn't have a supporting family behind me. I didn't have my father and I barely had my damn mother. So before you try and tell me that I wasn't a good mother to my child at least let me fix it while I can. You wasn't the one that spent 36 hours in labor with her. Your not the one that was scared when she came out and she wasn't crying. You wasn't the one that was crying when they told you she died for a minute before they revived her. So just let me be there for my daughter because she never was and never will be yours. You have two not three!" Melanie yells with her voice booming throughout the house.
         I look in the doorway and see the girls and a sleeping Kalia. I see Cheylise standing there with tears in her eyes. She runs and I can hear her make her way up the stairs. I sigh and put my hand on my forehead. I see Lauren run after her and I hear fast footsteps come down the steps. I see Y/N make her way into the kitchen with an angry expression on her face. "What the hell was that? And why is my daughter upstairs crying her eyes out?" "Ask your precious girlfriend. Since apparently she knows everything. Especially about me. Keep her away from my daughter. I don't need her putting shit in her head." Melanie says as she grabs Richard's hand pulling him out the kitchen and out the house. "Oh and I'm filing for custody of Cheylise." She says before she slams the door shut.
          I look down and I can feel eyes burning into the side of my head. "Everyone get out unless your name is Dinah Jane Hansen. Normani and Ally can you feed the twins please?" Without giving her a verbal answer Normani grabs Kaleo while Ally grabs the bottles out of the bottle warmers and they were out the kitchen. "What the hell happened Dinah?" "Nothing." "Don't say it's nothing because if it was nothing Melanie wouldn't be wanting to filing for custody of Cheylise." She yells. "I said some things to her." "About what?" I look up and see her eyes are a darker shade of brown than their normal hazel color.
"Her taking care of Cheylise." "Are you serious right now Dinah? She's here, well was here to take her to Disneyland in which Cheylise was waiting for. Now she's not even going. All that matters is that now she wants to take care of her and be in her life. So can you just let that shit go?" She pleads as she looks into my eyes. I look back down and nod my head. I hear her sigh and I feel her wrap her arms around me. "I get it. I get why your mad and upset babe, but you just have to let her be there regardless of her past okay?" She says as she grabs my chin and lifts my head up. "Yeah." I mumble. She pecks my lips and smiles and I reciprocate it. "Don't be upset. I understand. And you kinda have a right to be mad but she's right as well all that matters is that she's here now for her." I nod my head and she lets go of me and grabs my hand. We walk into the living room and sit on the couch across from Ally and Normani.
         We hear footsteps come down the steps and see Lauren carrying Cheylise down the stairs in her arms. "Mama can I  go with mommy?" Cheylise asks her voice a little hoarse from crying. Y/N nods her head and pulls out her phone to call Melanie. Cheylise wiggles out of Lauren's arms and comes and sits on my lap and stick her thumb in her mouth. "Mami why you don't like mommy?" "It's why don't princess. And me and mommy just don't agree to everything." "Can you be nice to mommy for me? I luh you bof." I laugh. "It's both mamas. Will it make you happy princess?" She nods her head vigorously. "Okay I'll like your mommy for you." The doorbell rings and I get up carrying Cheylise with me. When we get to the door I open it revealing Melanie.
"I thought I told you to stay away from my kid?" Melanie says with a raised eyebrow. I sigh and look her in her eyes. "Melanie I'm really sorry for what I've said to before and just now. Nobody forced me to apologize I'm genuinely sorry. I had no right to speak upon your actions as a mother because I would've reacted the same way if someone was to say something like that to me about my kids. I realized this isn't about me or you it's about Cheylise and I was wrong to try and step in between the relationship that you have with her. Anything that has to do with her is between you and Y/N and I've realized that I've overstepped my boundaries." "Yeah you did... but I forgive you. If I was you I would be mad too. But I'm here now and that's all that matters right?" She asks with a sly smile and I smile back and nod. "Baby girl you ready to go to Disneyland?" "Yeah mommy. I go get bag." "It's I'm going to go get my bag sweetie." Cheylise nods her head and I put her down.
"So what are we going to do about her speech since it's becoming a problem?" A voice behind me says causing me to jump. I turn around and see that it's Y/N. "Do what we've been doing as in correcting her. I don't want to spend money for her to have a speech teacher when she's slowly getting better." Melanie states. "But she's two. Her speech is supposed to be at a higher level then it's at now." Y/N claims. "She's been like that since the abduction. She would barely speak a word after. Her behavior has changed since then." Melanie says back. "I don't know about you but she talks a lot here. More than what she used to, so what's been going on at your house?" Y/N questions. "Nothing but me taking care of her. We go out and have fun. Things a normal child should do." "Look there's no reason to argue about this. Lets just keep doing what we've all been doing and if it gets worse then we will do something till then we'll do it as a family first." I explain getting the two not to bicker. They both nod their heads.
"Mommy I ready." Cheylise says as she skips to the door standing in front of the three of us. "Princess it's mommy I'm ready. Go ahead and say it." "Mommy I'm ready." She repeats after Y/N. Y/N holds her hand down for a high five and Cheylise slaps her hands against her mother's. "Be good for mommy okay?" Chey nods her head and grabs her Melanie's hand. "I love you mama and Mami." "We love you too baby girl.
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"Dinah you need to bring that note higher." Chris says through the microphone so I can hear him in the booth. I sigh and nod my head trying for the fifth time. The beat plays through the headphones again and I try to hit the note. The music stops and I hear Chris again. "Again Dinah. Your getting there but we're losing you at the end." I nod my head again. The beat replays and I hit the note perfectly seeing as Chris is clapping his hands and telling me to continue through hand signals.
       I finish my verse and I take off the headphones placing them around the mic. I join Mani sitting on the floor and she rests her head on my shoulder. I hear my phone and I see a picture of me and Y/N kissing signaling that she's face timing me. I answer and fix the camera on me and Mani. "Hey baby, hey Mani." She says as she looks up at the camera. "Hey babe. What are you doing? How's Milan?" She left the day after Chey left to go preform at a fashion show and to model in it. I was kind of jealous at first but I'm glad she gets to do it. "I'm walking to get some food with Yonni and Nayeli. And it's good the people are really nice here. Well to me at least." She says as she changes the camera to show Yonni and Nayeli walking in front of her then flips it back. "Hey it's only because she stepped on Nayeli's foot. She had it coming. Nobody steps on my baby." I hear Yonni yell and me and Mani laugh.
"So you shouldn't have gotten mad when the old lady hit you with her cane when you tried to swing on her." That's when Mani busted out laughing. "She hit you with her cane?" Mani says through her laughter. I feel eyes on us and I look up to see Ally and everyone else staring at us. I just mouth Y/N's name and they nod their heads. "How's the studio baby girl?" "It's been fun. I've had Mani cracking me up. Putting me on her insta story and stuff." She looks down at the camera and smiles and looks back up. "Yeah I know. I've watched it. Mani you didn't have to be rude to Allycat." She says as she stuffs something in her mouth. She fixes the camera so I could see her face properly. "What are you shoving in your mouth? I thought you said you was looking for something to eat?" Mani asks.
"Mind your business." She says as she laughs. "Baby what are you eating and I thought you was looking for something to eat?" She opens her mouth and shows us her chewed up food. "Doritos?" I ask and she nods. "How the hell do you guess that?" Mani asks looking at me in disgusts. "I'm used to it." I say shrugging. "Oh baby I gotta go. Yonni found something and it's all fancy and shit. I can't be on the phone with you while I eat. They might kick me out." She says seriously. I wave her off. "It's fine baby go eat. You need to and so do we. We have an hour left. I'll talk to you later." "Call me when you get something to eat so I can see that your eating. I love you." "Okay and I love you too babe." She waves and I do the same before she hangs up.
"How did you know it was Doritos though?" Mani questions as we watch Ally sing her parts. "Easily. They were orange and there were only two choices Cheetos or Doritos. Plus they were more red, it made sense for them to be Doritos."  My phone rings again and I see that it's Hoko. I answer it and put it to my ear. "Hello?" "Dinah when are you going to be finished your kids are doing too much." "Hoko they're only three months what could they possibly be doing?"
"Throwing up! It's all over my shirt and shorts! Hey! Stop grabbing your brother's face!" She yells in my ear. "Your at home. Change and put the clothes in the washer. I'll be there in an hour. In the mean time give them to my mother." I say before I hang up and let out a puff of air. "And that's how you know that their.  Y/N's kids because they just as bad as her." Mani says as she get up. I laugh shaking my head knowing that she's right.

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