Not What I Expected (Dinah/You)

Chapter 37

Dinah POV 

      Me, the girls, the kids, mama Drea and Ms. Barbara were sitting in the living room talking waiting for me and Mani's girlfriends to return. Barbara has been asking me questions about me and Y/N's relationship and Y/N's well being since she left. I find it cute because she wants to find out how her daughter was doing when she wasn't part of her life. It shows that she really does care about her and I'm glad that at least one of them does. I can tell that she wants to rekindle the relationship that they once had.
"How did you take it that she had a kid?" She asks me. I like how she's straight up when she's asks a question but yet asks it so polite. "I took it well. I understood the circumstances and how it happened. I couldn't be mad because at the end of the day it wasn't Cheylise's fault. But she was born before we got together so there was not need for me to be mad about it." I say truthfully. She nods her head in approval. "I know I shouldn't speak on doing her wrong because I did it but I don't want her hurt again. I realized today the toll that it took on her and I hate to see my daughter cry. All of them. So promise me that you won't hurt her in any way or form."
      I can see the hope in her eyes. This lady has been through a lot not having her eldest daughter in her life. And now that she has her I know she doesn't want nothing but the best for her. I nod my head. "I promise. I couldn't hurt her if I wanted to. I don't think my heart would let me do it in the first place." She smiles and walks over to me and brings me into a hug. We hear the door open and me and her mom pulled away and we all looked at the door. The first thing I noticed was her and Lauren's red eyes. I looked at Mani and I think she noticed too."What took you guys so long?" Mani said standing up with her arms crossed. I got up and looked at Y/N in her eyes. She looked like she didn't have one care in the world. "Walmart only had three registers opened we had to wait in a long line. And as you can see I bought some extra stuff since we are going to be here for a week." Y/N said as she walked into the kitchen trudging along bags and Lauren doing the same.
       Me and Mani following them into the kitchen. Mani closes the door to the kitchen and locks it then stands in front of the door. "So what did you guys really do before you went to the store?" I ask them. "We went to the hotel to get my luggage. Speaking of which we need to get out of the car." Y/N says trying to get past Mani. "Okay what did you guys do before that?" I say looking at Y/N in the eye. "Just because I don't want to lose you again Imma tell you. Me and Lauren was smoking at a park. I had some weed and I wanted to smoke it. We didn't do around my kid this time. Is that okay with you Dinah?" She says as she turns around and goes out the back door. I thought she was over it?
     I walk out the back door and follow her to the car. "I thought you was over that? I thought we got passed it?" She opens the trunk and grabs the bags. "You think I'd be over it Dinah? You told me that I wasn't a good parent to my kid when she wasn't no where near me when I was smoking! That hurt. And you think I'd be over it? What happens when we do have kids then huh?" She says she starts crying. I walk up to her and hold her face in my hands. "I'm sorry. I should've never said that to you. Your a great parent to Cheylise. Actually your the best parent to Cheylise. And when we have kids baby your going to be the best parent to them. I know your going to love them unconditionally. I love you baby and I'm sorry." I peck her lips and look at her. "I love you too baby girl. Come help me bring these in." She says as she hands me Chey's bag.
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"Babe can you pass me my phone?" Y/N asks as she gets her hair done. I grab her phone off the dresser and go and straddle her lap. "Hey." She says as I hand her phone. "Hi baby." "Watcha doin'?" She says as she goes on Snapchat. "Hanging around sitting. Your comfortable." I say as I lay my head on her chest. "Alright I'm done with your braids. You better keep them in for a week it took some time to do these." Sasha says. "This shit hurts." She says as she touches her hair.