Not What I Expected (Dinah/You)

Chapter 7

Dinah POV

Dear girls,
You guys are probably wondering where I went after my conversation with Will. I went home. Management told Will that I have to leave immediately because they don't want you guys to be associated with a girl that has a dick. It's stupid I know but they probably don't want you guys to get bashed like I'm about to. They're just protecting your guys. Your probably wondering why I didn't tell you guys either. It's because I couldn't stand seeing you guys upset. Especially Dinah. I'm so sorry Dinah. I couldn't stand to see you cry and I know that if I was to go tell you then you would start crying and I can't stand seeing you cry. So this is a see you later rather than a goodbye. I'll see you guys when you come back.
Love,
Y/N

    That's the note the girls and I found on the bus after the concert. I can't believe it. Management didn't even think about us. And now she's gone. The love of my life is gone. And she's not coming back.
     I went into my bunk and put on her hoodie that I had taken from her. I'm surprised that she didn't take it with her. It's my favorite out of all her clothes. It's special to me because it reminds me that this a part of the real her not what the media tries to make her to be. Then I feel the tears cascade down my cheeks. I start to sob almost silently.
"Dinah honey are you okay?" Ally says and I give her silence as an answer. "We are here for you if you need us." I can hear her walk away from my bunk.
      I just want her to come back. I just got her and now I lost her. After all my crying I start to get tired and almost drifted to sleep.

My Baby❤️
Hey love.

To My Baby❤️
Why'd u leave me? U didn't even say bye to me.

My Baby❤️
I had to love. I couldn't stand to see you cry and you would've made it harder for me to leave.

To My Baby❤️
I miss u. I just want u here next to me holding me.

My Baby❤️
I know. I want that too. Imma face time you.
  That's when my phone started ringing and a picture of her kissing my cheek and me smiling came up. I answered it on the first ring. "Hey love. Have you been crying?" I nod my head. "Why? I told you I wasn't going to let anything come between us. I know it's early to say this but I love you and I'm not letting you go that easy. I don't care what management says. They can keep you away from me physically but I'm always gonna be here for you." I smile at that. She always know how to put a smile my face.
"I love you too." "I know mi amor." She smiles then looks around.
"What's wrong?" "Nothing." "I know when's something is wrong." She sighs. This can't be good.
"My management is changing my number and taking my phone because your management don't want me having no type of communication with you." That's when it hit me.
     They really dislike the fact that she has a dick. She can't help out how she was born. She doesn't want to change herself and she shouldn't have to because people don't want to be associated with her.
"That's why now I'm thinking about getting it removed. I don't want to be away from you girls especially you. Your my girl and my best friend I can't live without either and if that's what it takes for me to be able to talk to you then so be it. I feel like Im dealing with the same thing my parents put me through. They wanted me to get rid of it and be a real girl but I didn't want to do that. But if it's the only way for me to be able to talk to you then I'll do it. "
     She starts crying. She's crying because she doesn't want to do it. She is who she is and she doesn't want to change anything about her.
"No! Your not doing it. You know that you don't want to do it so don't do it. I love you for the way you are. And if other people don't like it then forget them. The only person's opinion that should matter to you is yours. If you don't want to do it then don't. Don't change yourself to fit into what everyone wants you to be. Just be you because that's who I love. The real you. " "Thanks babe I appreciate." "So your not going to get it removed?" "Nah. If my baby says to leave it then I'm leaving it. And plus I really like having it to. For more reasons than one." I laugh "You so damn nasty."
     I yawn. "You tired bae?" I nod my head my eyes barely open. "Go to sleep mami." I shake my head no with a pout. "This my last time talking to you until I can see you again. I wanna stay on the phone with you." She sighs. "We can stay on the phone until they take my phone away okay. Now kiss me through the phone." She sings the last part and I laugh. I sent her a kiss and fixed my phone against the wall so that I don't have to hold it and look at her. She starts making funny and weird faces and I tiredly laugh at her. That's when I start to drift to sleep.
"Buenos noches mi Bebe." I smile and finally drift off to sleep.
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Your POV
   
It's been five months since I've last seen, talked, or been around Dinah and the girls. It's been awful. It's like I can feel when Dinah is crying and I can't do anything about it. They wouldn't even let me go to their damn concert. I bought a ticket in my hometown of Boston to see them and they wouldn't even let me in the building. I tried asking Big Rob to let me in through and he said that he could lose his job if he was spotted bringing me in. I miss my girls. Especially Dinah. It's like I just was able to admit my feelings to her and now I can't even see her or talk to her.
     The day that they took my phone I tried so hard to fight them on keeping my other phone but of course they used a wall like security guard to take it away. I tried getting the girls numbers from other people but they either don't want to talk to me or they're too scared to mess with the girls management. At the last award show the girls all the way on the other side of the venue. When they won the award for best pop group was the first time I've seen them since I was in their dressing room.
     Right now I'm in the studio with August, Nicki, Chris, Future, Rick Ross and DJ Khaled recording our song Do You Mind.
"Bruh what happened to you and that Dinah girl? We never seen you with her no more. Let alone talk to her." Chris says. I kinda only told Aug about it because he was picking me up from the airport when I came back. I was too hurt to talk about it with anyone else so I made him keep it a secret for me.
"Yeah girl, did she mess up cause if she did I don't mane handing her these hands." I laugh and shake my head. August looks at me with a look saying I should tell them.
"Nah. Um... the girls management didn't want them around me anymore because  of it being put out there that I got a dick." I look down and I can feel the tears start to well up in my eyes. It hurts just thinking about it. Now that I say it it reminds me how fucked up their management really is.
"Get up. You ain't gone sit here and cry you better get your ass up and go get ya girl. Imma bring you to her because I know exactly where they are. You my home girl and if someone wants to treat you like your less of a person because of the way you was born then they getting a piece of my mind." Nicki says as she grabs my arm pulling me up and out the door. "Chris and Aug bring your asses." "I was coming anyways. I wanted to see what was gonna happen."
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      Once we get to Epic Records paparazzi was all over us. As we get out the car the questions were thrown at us.
"Y/N what happened between you and Dinah Jane?" "Did you and Dinah break up?" "What are you doing at Epic Records?" "She came to get her girl back!" Chris yells back and Nicki slaps the back of his head once we get inside.
"Nigga are you stupid we don't want them to know that we are here yet and you wanna yell some dumb shit." Me and August laugh as Chris pouts. We make our way to the elevator after Nicki asks where the meeting with Fifth Harmony is. 
"So what's the plan Nicki?"
"Well Aug and Chris are here for back up. And I'm giving them a piece of my mind for treating you like your not a human being and your going to get your girl back."
    Once the elevator doors open at it's respected floor we walk towards the door of the meeting.
"I can't do this! What if she doesn't like me anymore." "You haven't seen ha twitter post lately have ya?" "Nah they had them all block me on social media. "Well all ha tweets have been about you so go get ya guh bruh."
     And with that Nicki opens the door and everyone looks at us.
"Good everyone is here let's get to this meeting." Nicki smirks.
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