Not What I Expected (Dinah/You)

Chapter 26

Dinah's POV

         I walk off the bus not being able to stand to see them together. It's all my fault anyways. If I had just forgiven her maybe she wouldn't be with Ally. But that's who she wanted to be with from the beginning right? Maybe she's happier. I walk on to the bus and make my way towards the bunks. I get in my bunk and lay facing the wall. "Mami up." I turn around and I see Cheylise standing in front of my bunk with her hands up. I get it my bunk and pick her up and put her in it then get in behind her. She turns around and faces me. She wipes my tears that I didn't even know was falling. "Why Mami cry?" "Mami just sad baby girl that's all. I love you Chey." "I wuv you too. You wuv mama?" "Yes baby I love mama a lot." She places her hand on my chest where my heart is and starts to fall asleep.
      Even though me and Y/N aren't together she still allows Cheylise to call me her mom and her to come see me. This little girl is the closest I'm ever going to get to Y/N.

@dinahjane97  Theres nothing better than to be loved by someone so small. I love you Cheylise ❣️

      I close twitter and lock my phone. I close my eyes and fall asleep with Cheylise in my arms.
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"Mami wake up." Cheylise says as she taps my face repeatedly. "I'm up baby I'm up." I wipe the crust out my eyes. I climb out the bunk and take Cheylise out afterwards. I take her to the bathroom and we both brush our teeth together. It's a small place so I put her on the sink counter. Once we are done I put her down and we go to the front lounge. "Donuts again?" I say towards the girls. They all nod their heads and I get both me and Chey a glazed donut. I place it front of her and sit across from her on the bench.
     I finish my donut and I see Cheylise making a big mess out of hers. I pull out my phone and go on Snapchat recording her. "Morning baby girl. You like your donut?" She looks up at me and nods her head while stuffing another piece in her mouth. The video finishes and I post it with the caption 'Morning from us 👩‍👧❤️' . She then finishes her donut and I get the baby wipes that we keep for her on the table and wipe her face and hands. She runs towards Camila and watches whatever Disney movie she's watching. Ding

My Everlasting Love ❤️
Can you bring Cheylise back in about an hour or so she needs to shower. And I need to talk to you.

To My Everlasting Love ❤️
Yeah I'll bring her.

My Everlasting Love ❤️
Thank you love

      I get up and pull out the clothes I'm going to wear and go in the shower. Once I get out I put my clothes on. When I walk out the bathroom Cheylise runs to me and holds my legs. "Mami titi Mani tickle me." I pick her up and kiss her all over her face. "Stop mami " Cheylise says trying to push my face away. "You ready to go see mama?" She nods her head. "Go say see ya later to everyone okay and meet me at the door." She nods her head and I put her down and she runs off to find everyone.
      I hope whatever Y/N wants to talk about is about us. I miss her so much and breaking up with her was the worst thing I've ever done. Now she's with Ally the one she's always wanted. She's going to forget about me. Cheylise comes back to me and I grab her hand and we walk out the bus. We walk to Y/N's bus and I open the door after putting in the passcode. Once we're on the bus I see Y/N watching a movie. Cheylise let's go of my hand and runs to sit in Y/N's lap. "Hi baby girl. You had fun with Dinah?" "Mama dat Mami. Say Mami." "Okay you had fun with mami?" Cheylise smiles and nods her head. She gets down and runs to the back.
"Hey." "Hey come sit." She pats the seat next to her and I walk over and sit next to her. "Look I wanted to talk to you about us. I wanna get this out the way because I feel like I owe it to you." I shake my head. "You don't owe anything to me." "Well Im tell you anyways" stubborn ass. " I'm not dating Ally as a way to get back at you. I really like her. I always have. Not when we were dating but before. When you broke up with me I was hurt. I was in a rut. And Ally helped me out of it. I don't want to lose you as my best friend because of this. I still need you too. Cheylise needs you. I don't want you mad at me." She looks down and I lift her head up with my hand.
"I understand and I still want to be your best friend. I was never mad at you. I was mad at myself. I regret letting you go but I'd rather be your best friend than nothing." She hugs me and I smell the scent that I've fell in love with. Vanilla and Axe, a weird mix but it smells good and works on her. "I love you Dinah Jane." "I love you too Y/N/N."
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