She's all I ever wanted but not something I expected.
This is a story about Y/N and how she never gets what she wanted. She always gets the exact opposite of what she wants. What happens when she falls in love with the girl that she never wanted fro...
I can't wait for my kids to come. Just last week I had gotten the nursery done with the help of Cheylise. Me and Cheylise have been spending a lot of time together seeing as how the babies are coming and most of my attention won't be on her. So lately me and Cheylise have been doing a lot of things together. I bring her to every interview, show, photo shoot, and meet and greets that I have. We go out on little dates and have mama and me time. Dinah is now 9 months pregnant and she's almost close to her due date. And yes she's big. The girls had to cancel their Asian tour so that Dinah could not stress herself out while she was pregnant. Chris and Camila had their baby. They named Maurice which is Chris' middle name. Now the only babies we are waiting for are mine. "Mama!" I walk into Cheylise's room to see her playing with her dolls. "Mama play wit me. Please." I walk over and I sit down next to her and start playing with her. "Baby?" I look up and I see Dinah holding her stomach. "Yes baby, you okay?" She nods her head. "I'm fine. I just want some food and my feet hurt." "Mami I rub your feet. Mama go get Mami food." Cheylise gets up and runs to Dinah grabbing her hand and walking out the room with her. I laugh and make my way downstairs to make Dinah some food. Once I get to the kitchen I hear the front door open. "Ayo wassup! The Browns are in the building." "Chris if your ugly ass don't shut the hell up before Dinah starts complaining then we gonna fight." I see Chris with a car seat and Royalty walking in. "Where's Camila?" "Home. You know she doesn't feel comfortable seeing the girls after she left the group." "She's going to have to face them one day. Dinah and I made her the godmother. What is she gonna flake on us when the time comes?" Me and Dinah decided on who was going to be The Godfather's and godmothers of the twins. Nicki and August are the godparents of our baby girl and Camila and Chris are the godparents of our baby boy. But ever since Camila left the group she doesn't want to show her face anywhere near the girls. We all know that it's because of management that she left the group. But she yet has to come around the girls, claiming that it's going to be awkward. Don't even get me started with their management. They've been working these girls to the bone. Ever since Dinah announced her pregnancy they've been trying to work the girls as much as they can before Dinah could not perform like she used to. They was working so much that it caused Dinah to end up in the hospital. She was having pains in her stomach and that's from the kids heart rates going up from her dancing so much. And even with that Dinah and the girls checks wasn't adding up to the amount that they've been putting into these shows. Me and Nicki had to show up at the building just to tell them off and to get them to understand that they aren't slaves. The girls are still under the same management but I'm still sketchy about it. "I don't even know. I've tried talking to her about it but you know Mila, she gets too damn stubborn and don't want to listen. And with Lauren giving her the silent treatment she just doesn't want to be around the girls." "Welli Lauren does have a right to be mad. They did try to work things out with Mila but Mila was being stubborn as usual. There's honestly nothing we could do." I say while making Dinah a sandwich. "We could trick them." "And put Dinah in labor early? I think not." "Well do you want her to be there for your kid or not?" "I'm going to tell you what I told my mother about the family members on my dad side, I'm not forcing anybody to be in my kids life. If they want to be in their lives then it's fine but if not then so be it. They don't need nobody else but the people that love them. Camila can show whether or not she wants to be part of my child's life if she shows up to the hospital when the kids are born without anybody forcing her to." I say sternly while looking at Chris. "Why you looking at Chris like that?" I hear Lauren come into the kitchen with Normani and her sister Taylor. "Hey Tay and we were talking about Camila." "Oh. Well I'll be upstairs checking on Dinah." "The fuck you not. Stay your ass down here. Tay, Mani can you guys bring this stuff to Dinah?" They nod their heads and I hand Mani the sandwich and Taylor the water and cut up mangos. They walk out of the kitchen. "Royalty go bother Cheylise." And with that Royalty was out the kitchen. "Why'd you make me stay?" Lauren whines. "Stop giving Camila the silent treatment. "Why?" "Y/N wants her to be there for the birth of her kids." "Wait pause. I said it was her choice. No one could make her do something she doesn't want to. Just be easy on her a little." "She's the one that decided to leave, whether everyone wants to believe it was management, it wasn't. We all made this group together. Fifth Harmony isn't Fifth Harmony without its fifth member. She decided to leave when shit got too hard. If she woke up and realized that we were all there for her she wouldn't have left. What happened to sisters forever? What happened to Fifth Harmony to the end? She quit when it got difficult. We are still under the same fucked up management but you know how we're getting through? We're getting through with it together, but she decided to leave. So don't try to tell me to calm down about it when you know nothing about it." Lauren finishes ranting. I look at her in awe. I knew Lauren was mad about Camila leaving the group but I didn't think it was this bad. "Lauren is that how you really feel?" I say looking at her in her eyes. "Yes. She left because she couldn't take it. We couldn't take it either but you see we stayed. Nobody left but her. If she wants everyone to pity her then let her get what she wants because that's what everyone is doing to her." Lauren states looking between me and Chris. "So you think everyone is pitying me?" Lauren and Chris turn around while I just stare at the female in the doorway. How are they getting in my house? "The door was open." Camila says reading my mind. "Yes they are. Your getting all this damn attention about you leaving. Plus we all know it was Taylor talking you into this shit." "'It wasn't her!" Camila yells. "I know y'all better stop yelling with Dinah carrying my children. Your gonna stress her out." With that my phone rings. I look at it the caller ID. My Whole ❤️ is calling... Just great. I answer the call putting it on speaker. "Yes baby?" "Why are there people yelling in my house? And is that Camila?" "Yes it is and it's Mila and Lolo. I told them to be quiet." "You got me on speaker?" "Mhmm." "Good. Shut the hell up! I'm trying to sleep. Bye love you." And with that she hangs up. "Taylor didn't talk me into leaving the group. I was talking to you and the girls about leaving yes, but it wasn't because of Taylor. The day I got called in to talk to management was the day they told me that I was kicked out of the group. I was going to tell you girls but they told me not to. Don't come up with stuff that you believe is true." Camila says looking at Lauren. And Camila walks upstairs to Dinah I'm guessing. "Well then..." I say while getting the stuff together to put away. "Now you got her all worked up and shit. I bet she regrets coming over here. Why couldn't you have let it the fuck go!?" "Don't fucking yell at me. Either way if that was the case she should've said something. She wasn't part of the fucking contract anymore!" Lauren yells. "Aye cool it on that shit! Y'all over here yelling and shit about something that doesn't even matter anymore. She's out the group so what? There's nothing anyone can do about it. If you want to prove management wrong then hang the fuck out with each other. Talk to each other. Don't fucking hold grudges! Cause guess what!? It's not doing shit for anyone but creating problems that we don't need to be created. We are all grown enough to know what we should and shouldn't do and holding grudges against someone that can't stand up for themselves isn't going to do shit but make a bitter ass person. I'm tired of hearing this shit. I sat and comforted Dinah about this shit crying and telling her everything is going to be alright. So if you guys want to sit here and be mad at one another then so be it. Just don't include me and my family in this bullshit. And with that being said the door is fucking that way." I say sternly exiting the kitchen shaking my head at the two. I make my towards the stairs and then make my way up them. I walk to my room and hear Dinah and Camila talking. "Look I'm sorry CheeChee for not being around but you have to understand that it would've been awkward to come around knowing that you guys are mad at me." "Mila that doesn't beat the fact that I needed you. When I was in the hospital having stomach pains a month ago you didn't even show up. You didn't even answer your phone, but Chris was there. August was there. Nicki was there. Even Melanie was there! How do I even that your going to be there when they are born?" "Because I'm your best friend-" "So what if your my best friend. Now a days it's like your nonexistent. I needed you and you wasn't there. How do I know that your going to there for my son?" I hear Dinah say follow by a sniffle. I walk into the room deciding to make my presence known. "Camila I think it's time for you to go. I can't risk my kids health by you making her go into labor early. Tay and Mani I think Lauren is leaving." Tay and Mani nod there heads and walk out the room not before saying bye to Dinah. Camila looks between me and Dinah and then walks out the room with her head lowered. "What happened downstairs?" "Camila is what happened. I'm over this bullshit that's going on. Everyone wants to get mad at each other. It's up to Camila whether or not she wants to be there. I'm not going to force anybody to be there for the kids. She gets to pick whether or not she wants to face everyone or not. I'm done." I say as I go to lay down next to Dinah. She moves and rest her head on my chest. "Baby don't stress it." "You have a nerve to talk about stressing. I seen the pain in your face when I walked into the room. You okay?" I say as I start to rub on her stomach and I feel the twins kicking. I "Babe stop, you know they start to act up when you run on my stomach. But I'm fine I just had a little pain. One of them kicked me too hard." "Hey y'all need to cut the shit. Your hurting your mother." I say and my words were followed by a slap to my head. "Don't swear at the kids. You have Cheylise already saying fuck." "No I don't." I respond back. "Want me to prove it?" I nod my head. "Cheylise come here princess." We hear the pitter patter of her feet come across the ground. "Yes Mami?" "Tell mama the word that you learned from her." "Fuck." I look at Cheylise with wide eye and then she runs off out the room. "Believe me now?" "That wasn't me that was all Lauren." "Well between the two of you I don't which one of you guys are worst. Chey baby it's time to get ready for bed go put your pjs on babe." "Otay!" We hear Cheylise yell from her room that is across the hall. "Did you pick out the names yet?" "Yeah I got them all sorted out. You wanted them to just have my last name right?" "Yep. I can't wait for them to come. I can't wait to see who they're going to look like. But what are their names?" Dinah asks. "Don't worry. They aren't ghetto and they have a mixture of their main cultures. They have a Polynesian and Spanish name." "Can you at least give me baby girls name. I already know baby boy's is Kaleo." "You remembered?" She nods her head smiling. "I like it and it's a good one." "Well her name is Kalia." "Kalia and Kaleo. They're really close together. What does Kalia mean?" "It means flower wreath. You should know that." "Well I wasn't thinking. But it's cute to see you speak in Samoan. I appreciate it." She smiles and I copy it. "I can say something else in Samoan." "What?" "Ofa atu." I say and she smiles more showing the dimples that I truly love. "Te amo bebe." She places a tender kiss on my lips. "Hey! Leave room for me." We pull away and see Cheylise try to climb on the bed. "Cock block." I mumble. "You wasn't getting any in the first place." Dinah says through her giggles.
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Te amo 💕 ---------------------------------------------- A/n my thoughts on Camila leaving is not really based on what was written in the story. I don't believe it was management but another part of me wants to believe it. But based off what Camila had said in interviews and such it seems as if it was her own idea to leave and me personally I respect that. But vote and comment.