She's all I ever wanted but not something I expected.
This is a story about Y/N and how she never gets what she wanted. She always gets the exact opposite of what she wants. What happens when she falls in love with the girl that she never wanted fro...
"Please welcome to our good friend Y/N Y/LN performing her new single STILLBAE!" Loni yells and the crowd roars in cheers. I walk out onto the stage as the beat starts to play.
Wish you will forgive me for all the games that I played on you last time, And ima forgive you for all the shit that you posted on your timeline, All these bitches want me for potential but they don't know how to act right, You, you, you, you, you, know how to act right
You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change You the only one that make me do right We did messed up so many time but somehow we still right You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change You still bae, you still bae
You still bae, you still bae I'm still me, i still do What i do, no excuse You like niggas in dem suits, You like niggas that aint good I aint good, im for you Being honest, we the truth I'm just out to change a life I wish i would do you right One day you told me you wanted this for life And i hit you back, and i told you that youre mine
You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change You the only one that make me do right We did messed up so many time but somehow we still right You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change You still bae, you still bae
Finally got my shit together Aint that what you wanted Say you want this shit forever This shows if you want it Finally got my shit together Aint that what you wanted Say you want this shit forever Aint that what you wanted
You the only one that make me do right We did messed up so many time but somehow we still right You still bae, you still bae We do this all day it don't change Still my bae, still my bae, still my bae You still bae, you still bae Still my bae, still my bae
The crowd erupts in cheers and a standing ovation. I laugh as the ladies of The Real make their way over to me. "That was so good." Loni says as she claps. "Thank you. It's coming from the heart so I'm only hoping that it's good." They nod their heads and we make our way to the table. We all take our seats from the last time. "That was one of the best songs that I've actually heard right now. I can tell that you based this song off your relationship." I nod my head agreeing with Adrienne. "It's based off with Dinah. The first two verses some could easily spot where they came from in the relationship. But the third verse actually came from something personal between Dinah and myself. It goes 'finally got my shit together / ain't that what you wanted?/ say you want this shit forever/ this shows that you want it' this is basically saying that at the beginning when I was basically trying to deny my feelings for her but I acted like I did want her, she wanted me to fix my priorities and what I actually wanted. And the next line basically states what she's says all the time which is that she wants us forever but yet we end up breaking up at some point when things get tough. So basically this time while we're together when things get tough and you stay is saying that you really do want this and your not lying when you say it. It's basically speaking on a deeper meaning between us then anybody actually knows." The crowd applause and I just wave them off. "But yet at the end of the day she's still my baby and always gonna be my girl so she's always gonna still be bae." "Wow that really is deep. I don't even think that any of us would've guessed the meaning behind that besides the fact that it was story behind the both of you." Jeanie says. "I agree with Jeanie. You can't really tell the deeper meaning behind it. We could only expect for you to try and explain it in which you did a really good job at doing." Tam follows saying. "Well I gotta keep it real don't I?" "So what's your next song that's coming out?" "I actually have 3 other songs that I'm going to be releasing." I say as the crowd cheers. "Ooo give us names." "Losin' Control, Nobody Else But You, and Best I Ever Had. But Best I Ever Had will be releasing today actually. It was a surprise but you guys asked." "So when can we expect the album?" I think about it. "Some time in June." "On a certain someone's birthday?" Jeanie says while wiggling her eyebrows. I laugh and so does the crowd. "Maybe. Maybe." "That would be an amazing birthday gift." Loni says. I nod my head agreeing with her. "So you know we have to talk about it even though we were there when it happened, but what did happen and why did you get arrested?" "Well long story short it's just people coming up with fake stories and wanting what I have." They nod their heads. "So what was you charged with?" "I wasn't charged with anything so my record is cleared. But I got arrested for domestic violence against Dinah but she wasn't the one that called the cops." "Then who was? Because we were all worried when we heard you got arrested. And your kids are very energetic. They were energetic for babies at 2 weeks." "It's was Young M.A. She wants Dinah to herself but that's never going to happen. But you think they were energetic then. Man they're two and a half months now and they're everywhere. They are happy babies. They always smiling and laughing. I think Kalia's laugh is the cutest because it just skips a little and then it's like Dinah's the next second." The crowd and girls coo as they bring up a video that I posted on my Instagram of the twins laughing. "Are you happy that your in their lives now?" I scratch the back of my head. "I mean after the whole ring thing and I knew that even if they wasn't mine I would have still taken care of them. I delivered them so I don't think I get a closer bond than that. But I'm most definitely happy that I'm in their lives. Or I would've missed out on the little things like that in their life." I say before I take a sip of my coffee. "How is Dinah taking on being a new mom?" Adrienne asks me. "I think she's doing an amazing job from my perspective. When she's not taking care of the kids she's most likely reading, which is a big surprise, but yeah she's reading about different ways on how to raise them even with the knowledge from me and both of our parents." The crowd applauses her. "Another question that is brought up is how is her father taking in you know everything. From the big argument to the arrest? Because we can tell he doesn't play." Jeanie asks and we all laugh. "Um.. Gordon, which is his name, he didn't take the argument the best. He did really want to beat my behind but he knew where everything was coming from as in her fear and my anger. But Gordon really like really wanted to beat behind when he found out the 'charge' I was being held with because he thought it was true. But when Dinah and I had explained it to him he calmed down. Gordon is like every other caring father. He wants to always protect his family and always wants to hurt the one that hurt them after they hurt them. And me I would've done the same thing if I heard that about someone doing that to Cheylise or Kalia. So I understood where he was coming from." They all nod. "Now off of the sad stuff, let's get on your relationship because America sure does love talking about it. Here's a few questions from offline. The first one is from @ayeshaisthebest from twitter. She asks: 'What is your favorite thing to do with Dinah?'" Tamera says and I tap my finger on my chin thinking. "I think my favorite thing that I do with Dinah is cuddle. I just love the feeling of her in my arms. And when we cuddle it's when she's most vulnerable and she acts like a big baby so I just love it." "Alright this is from @teamY/Nthegreatest from Instagram. It says 'what is one of your biggest pet peeves about Dinah and what's one of hers about you?'" Adrienne asks. "Ooo just one?" I say looking at the camera. The crowd laughs. "I'm just kidding, but my main one with Dinah is her covering her smile. Every time she laughs she covers up her smile. And when I tell her about it she does it even more. And her biggest pet peeve for me would be me swearing. I don't swear necessarily all the time but I do. It's like the environment that I was around they would swear at me a lot so I guess it just stuck with me." "Okay last one. When you first noticed Dinah what's the very first thing you noticed? And that is coming from Gerald Green on Facebook." "Her ass." I mumble and Loni laughs and hits my shoulder and I laugh with her. "No I'm playing seriously. But the first thing I actually noticed was her... her confidence. It was just really giving off a vibe and to me that is the thing I love the most in a women is her confidence. Like me I'm around women. My fan base is mostly women and I just naturally love women. And for you to roll with me you just have to be confident so when I seen that in Dinah and what made me choose her is her confidence. Oh and her lips. Those are just really as soft as they look." The crowd laughs along with the girls. "Alright when we get back we have another special guest and they will enjoy us in girl chat." Loni says as we cut into a break. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "And we are back with our very most talked about guest Y/N Y/LN! But we also have four other special guest that she brought here with her. Please welcome Dinah-Jane Hansen and Kalia, Kaleo, and Cheylise Y/LN!" Jeanie yells and the crowd stands and cheers. I get up and make my way to the side of the stage where one of the stage hands is holding Kaleo and take him in my arms as Dinah walks with Kalia in one arm and holding Cheylise's hand. "You guys don't understand how cute theses guys are. They just get cuter and cuter everyday that we see them." I hand Kaleo over to Loni while Dinah gives Kalia to Tamera. I sit down on my chair and Dinah sits in the chair that they just put next to mine and I pull Cheylise on my lap. "So Cheylise how old are you?" She hold up two fingers. "Dis many." The crowd awes. "How do you like being a big sister?" Adrienne asks her. "I wuv it. My broder and sister are small. And they cute. They just don't play wif me." She finishes with a pout at the end. The crowd laughs. "Princess we said that they were too small to play with now. How bout in two years?" "No Mami dats too long. They can play wif me tomorrow." The crowd and the girls laugh. "I told y'all she's sassy." "She got it from you." Dinah says. "No she didn't it. She got it from you and Melanie since y'all like to sass me a lot." I say while pouting. "Okay Dinah how is it being a mom? Especially to twins?" "Tiring. Everything I do revolves around them so if I'm not tending to them I'm pumping,or I'm washing bottles, or Doing laundry, or just preparing for when they wake up. But with Y/N and our family and our friends helping me it becomes less tiring." "Do you have any advice for new moms?" Jeanie asks as she holds Kalia. "Just make routines. When you make routines and you stick to the you manage things easier especially when it comes to sleep." "Have you been away from the twins since? And what was your feeling from it?" "I've been away from them a couple of times but I always feel the same. Like the first time it was terrible. I had left them with my parents because big head here wanted to take me on a date. I ended up calling them every ten minutes checking on them." The girls laugh. "I understand I was that way too." Tamera says. "Now Dinah and Y/N we want you guys to join us in girl chat how does that sound?" Me and Dinah both nod our heads. "Cheylise wanna go back in the room and play with your toys with titi Lolo?" She nods her head and I put her down as a stage hand comes and takes her backstage. "The babies can stay. They bring cuteness to the screen." Loni says and we all laugh. "Alright for Girl Chat today the question came form Jessica Jefferson from Facebook. She asked ' what do you do if you feel that your partner is cheating on you?' Y/N your thoughts first since your like the male brain at this table." Adrienne says. "Well me I would confront them because leaving it to assumptions would make everything else worse." I grab onto Dinah's hand intertwining our fingers. "Dinah?" "Look through their phone." Her and Adrienne high five and the crowd laughs. "So if you felt like I was cheating on you, you would look through my phone?" I ask turning towards her. "No if I did think that, which I know you aren't, I would ask to see your phone. Because when your keeping something a secret you protect your phone like its your life. Any other time you let me touch your phone." "True." "You do that?" I nod my head and shrug my shoulders. "I don't have anything to hide. The only thing personal on my phone is my nudes and it's nothing she hasn't seen before. Plus I do nothing but make calls and text her and other close people, so I really don't do much with it." "No I just take it or find a way to get the phone because you always find what your looking for when you look through the phone." Adrienne says. "So what do you do when you find what your looking for? You just sitting their feeling hurt after you find it. And what if you don't find what your supposedly looking for? That's what's wrong with you women I think personally. Y'all go play Nancy Drew and go digging and looking for something that's either going to hurt you or end up coming up with nothing. So then you want to come up with some stupid thing that you want to create an argument with." "That is not true. We all don't do that." Tamera starts. "Yeah y'all do. You all do. And you know what it's from? Lack of sex. If you want us to just pipe y'all down all you have to do is ask. You don't have to create some stupid argument just to have angry sex or because you think we look sexier when we're mad." "It's not just for the sex. Sometimes we just want to find out the truth. You guys spill secrets out when your mad and when we're arguing." Jeanie says. "I'm all with Y/N. I do it just for the sex. It be good too." Loni says while she laughs. Her and Dinah high five. I shake my head. "I'm just saying if you want answers from us guys or women that play the male role, just ask. You coming up with assumptions sometimes make you look stupid in the end." I state. "And what happens to the ones that lie? Then what?" "Boy you better keep lying your ass off. You also better be making them believable." I say while laughing and so does the crowd. "Any man can tell you that they hate when a female makes assumptions. To them it's like you don't trust them and what's a relationship without trust?" "Nothing." Dinah finishes. "Wait wait wait. So Dinah what side you on? Because you seem like you switching." Jeanie asks and the crowd laughs. "Oh the check your phone side." She says. "But Y/N is right in a way. Communication is key and with communication comes trust and once you can't communicate, you can't trust. She might be slow sometimes she's still wise." "Hey!" Dinah chuckles while the girls laugh and Dinah pecks my lips. "It's okay baby I still love you." She whispers into my ear. The crowd give her an applause. "Wait so y'all will clap for her but not for me? Y'all fake." I say as I cross my arms over my chest. "I mean have you seen me? Of course their going to clap for me." Dinah says as she gets up and twirls around. "Yeah I can make something else clap for you too." I mumble and she mushes my head. "Don't touch my hair. It took a few to do this." "You really just wet it and added some type of product to it."
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"So? It still took time." "Yeah babe a whole three minutes that's so long." Dinah says as she rolls her eyes. "You guys always act like this?" Tamera asks. "Yes they do. I was at their house last week and they were doing exactly that except about her picking out her outfit." Loni says while the crowd laughs. "Well since we're talking about outfits who picked out whose outfit today?" Jeanie asks. "I did. I picked out everyone's today. The twins just have on their polo sweatsuits. Cheylise is just wearing a dress she got for her birthday from Melanie. And Dinah well I took time on this. Just look at her and say that I didn't do a good job." "You actually did and amazing job. And this coming from someone in the fashion industry." Jeanie says. "You picked that out?" I nod my head. "Dinah?" She nods her head. "Yeah she did and I love it." "Good job." "You think you can dress me too Y/N?" Loni asks as she winks at me. "Alright I think that's all the time we have for today. I will be back the day after I drop my second studio album called 'Dinah-Jane'" Dinah opened her mouth in shock and I take Kaleo from Loni's arms and walk off stage fast. "You can't do that!" Jeanie yells out. "Yeah I can. I just did."
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Get a you a lover that can dress you to your taste. I love my babe 🙈❤️ ------------------------------------- A/n I'm soooooo sorry for not posting in a long time. I was seriously going through a tough time in my life. It was seriously the most difficult time in my life. So here's a post that was definitely needed to be posted.
