Love and Tragedy.

Chapter 10

Alex 

The baby was delivered at 26 weeks and although she's tiny and was born super early she is doing quite well. She still doesn't have a name yet so she goes by baby Karev or little Karev. She is so beautiful and she looks so much like Jo, I miss her but I can't think about that know. Her funeral is soon I want little Karev to go but only if she is doing well enough. I really hope she is doing well enough, I hope I can take her home soon.

Everyone has met her they all tell me she is the cutest and she looks like Jo. It's a very biter sweet thing. Robbins has taken very good care of her and says she is doing very very good. Meredith, Arizona, and April are trying to help with finding her a name. Jackson has been helping me with a lot of stuff and he has just been there along with April since they're married and Meredith has also been their for me of course. 

I haven't been home since the baby was born. Someone managed that I am never alone though someone is with me 24/7 and I think it was Meredith who managed that. 

Anyways I have pretty much been sitting next to the baby since she was born. 

Jo had always wanted to donate her organs and so she got to donate some of her organs. They donated her liver, heart, and lungs. When they asked about her organs I think it finally set in that she was gone.

Now all that I am worried about is the baby and making sure I get to take her home soon.