[Wattys '13 FINALIST] How Can I Love You When I Hate You So Much? (Draco Malfoy)

How Can I Love You When I Hate You So Much? (Draco Malfoy) Chapter 19

Chapter 19 Manage to stick out like a sore thumb everywhere, don't I?

I walked into the Room of Requirement, following the directions I was given. Harry, Ron and Hermoine were the only ones in the room.

"Jez, did you know you are the ONLY Slytherin on this list?" Hermoine said in I am sure was supposed to be an offhand tone, but came across as more of an accusation.

"Yeah, but she's also the only Slytherin anyone likes." Fred said from behind me, coming to my defense. I smiled and felt his arms snake around my waist from behind.

"The whole school knows I'm the coolest person here." I said with a wave of my gloved hand. Harry and Ron chuckled. Hermoine just rolled her eyes. "Are you mad at me, Mione?" I asked, pulling Fred's arms from my waist and stepping toward her. She looked at me and raised an eyebrow, then looked around at the guys all watching us.

"We'll talk later." She said quietly, looking down at the parchment where everyone had signed their names. I sighed and conceded.

We ended up practicing Expelliarmus, which surprisingly few could pull off, despite Zacharias Smith implying it was beneath us. I partnered with Thomas, much to Fred's protest, but he got over it when Thomas was unable to disarm me. I was the only one in the group able to disarm wordlessly, and Harry was quick to point it out, much to my dismay.

"Everyone watch Jez!" He announced, and I lowered my head. "Jez, disarm Thomas again." He waved his hand, and I flicked my wand, Thomas' flying into my hand effortlessly. The room was a mix of surprise and groans. I heard a few muttered "Show off"s too. I threw Thomas back his wand and went to sit in the corner. Fred followed.

"What's wrong, love?" He asked, pulling me into his lap. I shrugged and buried my face in his neck.

"Tired of being the center of attention sometimes." I said, though it was muffled. Fred chuckled.

"I thought you loved the spotlight?" He asked, pulling back and looking into my face.

"I dunno. I guess most of the time. I must just be in a mood. It's not my fault I'm awesome. People act like I am intentionally trying to show off my kick-assedness." Fred laughed loudly and raised an eyebrow. "It's a word! Well, it is now, anyway. I need to make sure to right that in the Hawthorne dictionary. But regardless, people need to stop being so jealous of my awesome." I crossed my arms across my chest and pouted. Fred kissed my lips softly and I smiled. I suddenly wanted nothing more than to kiss Fred for the rest of the night.

Harry blew his whistle, signaling the end of the lesson and told its to meet back on Wednesday. I walked back to the Slytherin common room and was surprised to find Draco still awake. He looked over at me when I walked in, his expression softening at my arrival.

"Where were you?" He asked casually. I raised an eyebrow.

"I was unaware I had to report to you, Malfoy." I said coldly. He sighed and closed his eyes.

"Why are you so fucking difficult?" He said in an exasperated tone.

"Probably the same reason you are such a prick. I'm going to bed. Good night, Ferret." I turned toward the girl's dorms.

"Jezzy..." He said softly. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, but I did not turn around. I could feel his presence behind me, and he put his arms around my waist gently. His lips grazed my neck softly, his breath warm on my skin. I shivered slightly and laid back against him.

"Draco..." I whispered, and he moaned lowly against my neck again. "This could be considered cruel, you know." I said with a soft chuckle. He smiled against my neck and spun me around, taking my hand.

He led me out of the common room and down a hall I had never traveled. We entered one of the prefect bathrooms, and he locked the door before pushing me against it and pressing his lips to mine hungrily.

"I can't stay away from you, Jezzy." He said softly, trailing kisses down my jaw to my neck. "I don't care if it's a secret, I fucking want you." He growled. Major turn-on. I chuckled softly and pulled his lips back up to mine.

"So take me." I whispered in his ear. He growled again and pulled his shirt off. I couldn't help my eyes wandering down his body. For some reason, the scar on his chest accented his sexiness instead of marring it like you think it would.

He kissed me again, and I let his hands travel up my black Nirvana t-shirt, pulling it over my head. His eyes traveled down my chest and he smirked.

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*We interrupt this program for an important Author's Note*

Hey, guys! So I suck at sex scenes, so we are just going to stop there, and you can use your imagination *rainbow hand arch* as to what happens next. But yes, Jez and Draco just had sex in the prefect bathroom.

*We now return you to your regularly scheduled chapter, already in progress*

I threw myself onto my bed, grinning like a total spazz. I had just given my virginity to Draco Malfoy. I didn't tell him that, but it was true. And it was right. I could feel it.

I pulled my blankets around my body and sighed. I needed to stay close to Harry, Ron and Hermoine if the vision of me helping Harry take down Voldemort was going to come true. But I didn't even know when it was supposed to happen. I threw my pillow over my face and groaned, begging sleep to overcome my spinning mind.

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