Princeton, its been about 3 days since I heard from or even seen hazel. In my mind, I knew that I still loved hazel. I mean since she left me, I've just been screwing around with Lindsay to pass by time until I saw' her again. & now that I have, I'm just hoping we can work it out like we should've 2 years ago.
Lindsay was laying on my chest asleep while I was scrolling threw old pictures. Back when I was one of the top runners of the school. Haha I came past pics of me and roc just posing like we were "Them niggas" Psh. Even the picture of me & hazels first real kiss. It was cool outside and pouring rain. The way she held my jawline as she kissed me made everything so much more intimate . Just then Lindsay began waking up and rubbed my chest. Lately I've been turned off when it came to her. I mean for a month straight I hadn't cared to sleep with her... maybe because my mind was on another female. Lindsay looked at me with a smile. "Hey handsome " she began. "Hi" I said in a relaxed tone. She giggled. "What's wrong? You thinking about something? " she asked. Hell yeah. We all know what I was thinking but Its too soon to reveal anything. "Nah.. Uhm. Im just hungry " I began to murmur as if I was afraid to speak up. Lindsay shrugged and got up. "Well lets get something to eat babe" she said as she began to put a better looking shirt on. " nah... Im- - im cool. Im just going to eat some cereal " . I got up and walked out of the room as Lindsay followed. "You sure babe? I mean we can grab a bite to eat?" She offered. I shook my head no and then my phone rang. It was hazel. "Sorry baby, I gotta take this. " I nodded at her and answered the phone when she went into the back room. "Hello?" I asked
"Jacob ... I need to tell you something. " she began. "Yes?"
Hazel took a deep breath and started. "I've been thinking, maybe instead of trying to rush into this... we should see if our current relationships are meant to be. "
I chuckled a little. "What if their not?" I asked.
Hazel sighed as if she didn't even like her own idea. " then we can be together. Until then ... we stay friends"
Fatheming all the information, I sighed. I really couldn't just be hazels friend... I loved her. But whatever makes her happy I'll do it. But let's not get it twisted. Im not trying with Lindsay, I just played around with her to abide by time. But if she wants cervante or cer, whatever his damn name is, then fine. I'll just be waiting for her to come into my arms. " alright hazel"
"Alright... love you best friend" she said with a nervous chuckle. "I love you too best friend" . I then hung up from her. I walked back into the room and Lindsay was hiding behind a wall..... "who was that?" She asked in a jealous voice. " old friend." I looked her up & down. " do I ask you who calls your phone?" I scoffed walking past her. "No... but you don't say "I love you" to a guy friend. " Lindsay muttered. I stopped walking and shook my head. " but I an say it to someone I care about. " I looked at her and walked into the bathroom, locking the door behind myself. She can chew on that bone. I mean really? All niggas she might have in her phone and she's questioning me about what I have in my phone? Psh. I looked in the mirror and sighed. Thinking about all the shit that hazel said and was still in shock. What the hell do I do until then?
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