What If I Change?(completed)

Mellisa

Shannon

Ah. Talaga bang gustong manligaw ni Drew? Seriously?! Hoo! Sinaniban ata ulit ang lalaking yun. Andito ako sa Race ground. Kailangan ko ng mapagtu-tuunan ng pansin kahit pansamantala lang. I can't breathe.

Nakasandal lang ako sa Red Lamborghini ko ng may lumapit saking babae.
"Hi! Remember me?" Di ako nag-abalang tingnan siya.
"I heard that Drew was already courting you" napatingin ako sa kanya. Makikibalita na nga lang mali-mali pa. Um-oo na ba 'ko Kay Drew?
"Who are you?" Cold Kong tanong.
"Aw. You're so forgetful. How could you forget me" hinampas pa niya 'ko sa balikat. Langya! Close ba kami?
"Fvck! What do you want?!" Sigaw ko sa kanya
"Easy. Yayayain lang kitang makipag-race" sounds interesting
"Simple lang, you can have my Pink Chevrolet if you win and I'll have Drew for a change if I win" langya! Tao ipapalit ko sa kotse? And one more thing! I do really hate pink but because I need this I accept the challenge. Aanhin ko naman si Drew? Tsaka..... Mananalo ba 'to?

Maya-maya lang nag-ready na kami. This is easy.

Bang!

That was the sign na simula na. Puno ng pagtataka ang mga nanonood samin dahil hindi pa ako umaalis. Easy lang. Nung medyo malayo na yung babaing FC na yun Inistart ko na ang kotse ko. Mabagal lang sa Simula. Malapit na kami sa finish line pero nauuna siya sakin. Fvck! Matatalo ako. Pano na 'yan?

Joke! Yeah, I joked.
Nag-full speed ako and in a few seconds nakatigil na ang kotse ko sa tapat ng finish line. I won. Bumaba ako sa kotse ko at sinalubong ang inis na inis na si Mellisa. Yeah, siya yung babae sa CR. Naisip ko din.

"Oh thanks for the challenge but I don't need you fvcking car. I'm going home now" sumakay na ulit ako sa kotse ko.

"BTW, Drew is mine. Only mine" sabi ko sa kanya bago tuluyang umalis.

I was here at the back of our school. My haven. Dito ako dumiretso. Yeah, pakialam ko kung gabi na. I have my gun with me.

Ilang ulit Kong sinabunutan ang sarili ko habang pilit iniisip ang dahilan kung bakit ko sinabi yun Kay Mellisa.

BTW, Drew is mine. Only mine

Fvck! What has gotten into my mind for me to say those shits?! Did I like him already? No no no no no. No fvcking way.

Nag-ring ang cellphone ko.

Dammit! Drew was calling! What to do?
Gawd! Did he call me to know my decision? Am I going to say yes? What the Fvck?!

You missed a call from Four.

I sigh deeply, But my heart started to beats fast again when his name appeared again on my cellphones screen.

I sigh again before answering his call.

"What?" I nervously asked.
"Wasn't it supposed to be me asking you what?"
"What the hell Drew?!"
"Geez. Hindi naman ako nagma-madali" tumawa pa siya. Do I sound like a sick and nervous teenager? I guess so.
"Fine. Whatever" sabi ko. So what kung hindi siya nagmamadali. Maybe I can think about it some other time. When is that?
"Fine?! You mean... Yes? Pumapayag ka?" Nag-sisigaw pa siya sa kabila ng linya. Ano bang iniisip neto? Bigla siyang tumahimik. Hala! Nahimatay ata. Tss. Ang OA?
"Huwag kang mag-saya.  It's not what I mean. Pag-iisipan ko pa, dimwit" hinintay ko ang sasabihin niya pero di na siya nag-salita. Anyare dito? I was about to end the call when I noticed that my phone already ran out of battery. Geez. Don't fvckin' tell me na nalowbat to even before I explain what does 'fine whatever' mean.

Stupid! Is this destiny? Fvck! Why am i became weird lately? Destiny huh?! Yuck!

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A/N: Naks! Ume-english si author. Hihi.
Kung mali-mali ang grammar, sorry naman. Nagta-try lang akong mag-english eh. Haha.