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Worth it?

(Harry's POV)

When I realized last night that we live in the same building, I thought "what a coincidence?". What were the chances that the hot chick I bumped into had a flat four floors below us?  But when she kicked me out last night, I didn't want to tell her because it was only going to make things even more awkward.

Then I stupidly forgot my phone in her room and when we met, so she could give it back to me, we've settled things and we're now friends.

Friends that have seen each other basically naked. Well, she has seen me naked and I feel a little intimidated now because she has the upper hand and can humiliate me, I'm the weaker one here, especially since I've basically gave myself to her after one night and she kicked me out after.

Man, I sound so desperate. I'm so ashamed and disappointed of myself right now, but I still applause myself for taking care of it and "friend-zoning" her. I thought it was the best idea, and she look embarrassed anyway of what she did with me and I didn't want to torture her even more by trying to be mean or rude.

But she looked surprised and, maybe I am wrong I'm not a psychologist, disappointed when a told her I wanted to be friends. I know I took her off guard and the shock on her face made me rethink for a split second my choice, but she hid it well after and agreed with me.

So here we are, maybe trying to create a new friendship. We'll go to the same college and I hope she's going to accept me in her group or something, I don't know. Louis already started to work for some company, leaving me on my own in this unknown world that is London University.

At the same time, I don't want her to think that I'm desperate to be friends with her so I might as well try to find my own group of friends. That's why I went to that party last night, and I think I gave a pretty good first impression. I didn't want to drink too much, I wanted to be in control and not humiliate myself for the first day.

I actually did humiliate myself but now it's supposed to be past history, so Harry stop thinking about it.

Anyway.

I met quite a lot of people, must of them were Louis' friends before he graduated from college and they were all pretty cool lads. Niall was certainly the one I had a better time with, he's a genuine guy and I had a good laugh. He is the type of person I'd hang out with. Then, there was Dave and Damian, both Americans and both nice guys. Unfortunately, Dave doesn't go to LUS, but Damian was and I got on really well with him to.

So for now, I have two great lads to spend my college time with, I just hope everyone will be as nice as them, that's all.

And right now, all these people were sitting in our my living room, talking and eating and I got to meet even more friends.

Girls. Girls are the hardest. I'm glad to have Kim as a start, unlike her other friend Carla. She's a nice girl, don't get me wrong, but I know that something's up between her and Louis and I've heard quite a lot about her reputation at the party.

I just don't want her to hurt my best friend. For now, everything is ok, but I also feel like she doesn't want me and Kim to be close or something and I don't really like that. Every time I try to approach her and she's there, she'll always come between us or interrupt us.

Like I said, she seems nice but she also is a manipulating person and that's not really good. She either has the same reasons as me to "protect" Kim or it's something else. To be honest, if it's the first option, she doesn't have to be scared or overprotective on her friend, I have nothing planned on my mind about breaking or hurting Kim. That's not me.