The List || h.s au

A huge mistake

(Kim's POV)

When I recognized Jaden, two thoughts popped in my mind.

One; Well fuck, he's working here and the students aren't suppose to be in any kind of relationship with the teachers, no matter how hot they look. If someone knows about us, we're screwed.

Two; I don't remember taking my freaking contraception pills after we had sex, and it has been almost a month since that. If I end up pregnant, we're screwed.

And now I have to explain all of this to Harry, because if I'm actually pregnant he'll know the baby won't be his since we always use condoms.

Why the fuck didn't I use one with Jaden?! Why did I forget to take the pills?! I never forget usually, I don't know what happened that morning, but it just slipped out of my mind. 

My breathe hitches in my throat just at the thought of having a growing human inside of my vagina. That would explain my constant cravings, my sudden heavier weight and my vulnerable hormones. I haven't cried like this in years and every little things were infuriating me, plus I thought I gained weight because of the amount of food I was eating. I just pray to God that it's just some stupid hormonal phase and not...the other thing...

I need to get out of here and get a pregnancy test or I'm going to puke. I'll not tell Harry, nor Jaden, about this until I do the tests. I don't want them to freak out for nothing if I actually ain't pregnant.

This is just crazy, how could I be so irresponsible? I didn't have any problems back then, so I don't get why I forgot to take my pills.

"Kim, can we talk?" Jaden's smooth voice pulls me out of my thoughts and I glance at Harry to see a deep frown on his face. I chew on my bottom lip and nod, following Jaden outside. As soon as the door closes his eyes dart into mine in a nervous glare.

"I didn't know you studied here"

"I didn't know you worked here! I thought you worked at the Café down my street?" I still remember that morning when I went there to grab some breakfast and found him serving. I also remember wearing his shirt, which was now perfectly folded inside my closet.

"It was a part time job. I was waiting for their confirmation about hiring me, so I worked there for a little while." I nod, still not reassured about the fact that he's the new coach, will constantly be in interaction with Harry, and has a great chance to be the father of the possible baby in my stomach.

"Kim, you have to assure me that no one will know about what happened. No one. " He whispers, pointing a firm finger at me. Now that he's dressed up with a suit and a tie, he looks more professional and mature. Quite far away from the guy I fucked senseless twice in one night.

"I'm well aware of the trouble it'll bring, don't worry." I tell him and see relief flash in his clear blue eyes. He gives me a uncomfortable smile and places his hand on the doorknob.

"I have to talk with Harry privately, he'll meet you later." He says and I nod, spinning on my heels to walk away. But before I can make two steps, he grips my wrist and turns me around.

"Thank you" He whispers and I smile at him. He then releases my wrist and opens the door, closing it behind him. I leave the infirmary quickly and take my phone out, dialing Amanda's number. I need a ride home.

And mental support.

~~

"So tell me, why aren't you watching the game? I thought Harry was playing?" She asks as I step in her car. 

"He got in a fight with another player so they suspended him for the rest of the match" I explain and she frowns.

"Wait...Are we talking about the same Harry here? You know, the sweet, nice and non-fighter Harry?" She asks, confused, and I giggle.