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not so chapter one

Well, hello bellas!

Mucho Love,

Pumpkin xx

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I get out of the shower and yawn. The two hour nap I took earlier wasn't enough and my eyes were about to fall off their orbits. The shower did help a little but not enough to get me excited for the event. 

I just can't wait to drink beers and dance, that's the only cure for my tiredness. I know it seems weird, but it's a psychological thing. 

When you do something that makes you happy, that you like, you can never get tired of doing it. And I love partying.

I blow dry my hair and wait for Carla before starting to change. Our flat only has one bathroom and she was currently inside. Knowing her, it is going to take ages. Especially because of her hangover.

But like me, she'll be fine as soon as we start having fun.

Tonight, it was a house party. They're my favorites because houses are bigger than flats or dorms and there's more rooms if you want to have sex later on.

Damn, I look like a sex maniac. But I'm not. I don,t have sex with every walking human I see, don't worry.

Only when I know he's worth it. Or, when I'm so tired that even the event doesn't entertain me.

Which doesn't happen a lot, I can assure you.

I can count on my fingers and toes the number of boys I've slept with. I was more of a people person and I'd rather try to know someone instead of just jumping on him like he's some kind of prey.

Unlike Carla who basically had sex with the whole male population. She's my best friend and all, but I don't think that's correct. I don't know if I should tell her how I feel about it, I don't want to hurt her feelings or anything. But I should talk about it, at least try to put some sense inside that blonde head of hers.

Which reminds me of the fact that she didn't sleep with anyone last night. That is quite unusual, especially since she told me she kissed that Lewis lad.

Never, in a million years, it happened. I don't know why I didn't realize it earlier but now I find it really strange.

Did she know that boy before? No, if she did, she'd remember his name.

Then why didn't he end up in her bed after they kissed? Maybe he comes to the same campus as us, but she only realized it after kissing him? Yeah, it has to be that because I don't see any other options here.

"Carls, are you done yet?" I yell and bang on the door with my fist.

"Almost" I hear her reply under the sound of running water. I groan and walk back to my room.

Might as well get ready without her.

(Harry's POV)

"When are we leaving?" I ask Louis and ran a hand through my curly hair, pulling it up in a quiff.

"Not before a little while Harry, so calm down." He chuckles and jumps on his couch. He reachs for the remote and I sit next to me.

"I'm calm" I lie.

I'm not calm at all. In fact, the nerves are eating me alive. I've been to house parties before, but I was either in high school or surrounded with people I've known for a while. 

Now I was the new kid. I know no one except for Louis..and that girl I met earlier, but I don't think it really counts. 

What if they don't like me? What if I give a really bad first impression and they all reject me, rejecting Louis at the same time. I don't want to ruin whatever reputation he has. After all, he's the reason why I'm invited too.