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Harsh words & heartbreak

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I take a deep breath and turn around to look at the boys.

"Liam, Lucas, I'm really sorry, but could you please let us talk for a moment?" They nod and quickly step out of Carla's room, leaving the four of us standing in the middle of this mess. I turn to Carla to see her no longer being held by Louis. Her piercing gaze burns holes in my head, but I try to hide my nervousness and stare back at her with a cold sight.

"Please, please explain everything"

"I don't have anything to explain." She spits and I breathe deeply to calm myself before I snap her neck. I bite my lip and force a smile, trying to show her that I'm not going to fight again.

"Carla, I'm trying to make things work here and you're not helping."

"What if I don't want to? What if I don't want to be associated with a bitch ass liar anymore?" Her words are like venom and cut deeply, but Harry's comforting and warm hand on my shoulder soothes me and keeps me strong in front of her harsh words. I can see the heartbroken look Louis has and how defeated he seems. If she continues, she'll loose all the people who care about her.

"How am I being a liar in this situation?"

"You said you were going to stay away from him!" She points at Harry and I give her an incredulous look.

"Why is that being a problem?! I don't get it, you did the exact same thing with Louis!" I'm so confused, she's either gone mad or has a problem with Harry, because I don't see why she wouldn't let me have a boyfriend while she clearly has one too. It's just too much for me and I can't take this anymore. What the fuck is wrong with her?!

"Why can't I be dating Harry while you're doing the same with Louis? Why did you suddenly stop talking to me like before and become so mysterious and shit? I don't fucking get it Carla, please enlighten me! I'm completely and utterly lost here!" I use my hands to show my confusion and she groans out of frustration.

"Because you betrayed our friendship Kim! You broke the rules we've established and left me behind!" She shouts and I give her a dumbfounded look.

"I what?! I never broke the rules, you did!" I say, pointing my finger at her "You kissed Louis, you guys started dating or whatever, and when I asked you if there was something going on between you two, you promised me there was nothing! You fucking lied in my face Carla!"

"You were the first one to break the rules by sleeping with Harry the night of Luke's party, Kim!" She yells and I feel my heart drop to my stomach. She notices my change of emotion and shakes her head, raising her arms in the air and dropping them.

"I knew it! See, you're the one that started all of this, it's all your fault Kim"

"I...How do you know?" I am speechless. So this is what started everything, it really is my fault. But I've never slept with him that night, I kicked him out because of her, to protect our friendship. She thinks I betrayed her, but she doesn't know the true side of the story.

"Oh please, I'm not that stupid. Plus, Louis told me." She snaps and my eyes immediately direct to him. I feel Harry's grip on my shoulder slightly tense  as I glare at his best friend.

"Louis?"

"I-I didn't know it was such big of a deal Kim, I'm really sorry for that, I-I swear I never had bad intentions! I didn't know you girls had rules or something, Carla never told me!" He fumbles, looking from me to Harry.