The List || h.s au

Not so chapter 7

We manage to go back to our flat without dropping the heavy box. Liam opens us the door and helps us carry it inside. We found Amanda and Luke lost in a discussion on the couch, completely forgetting about the world around them. I smile and Liam rolls his eyes, smirking.

"They've completely ignored me, I swear, they haven't left this spot since you two left" I giggle and open the box, revealing our computers and telly. I let out a sigh and shove my hands inside, taking out my laptop.

"Did you really sold them like that?" Liam asks Carla and she just groans, looking for her own computer inside the box to avoid Liam's questions.

"Okay, we'll install the telly back later, I have to take...hum...care of my room.." I bite my lip, hiding my grin. They just nod and go in the kitchen while I make my way over to my room, already feeling the tingles in my stomach.

"I'm back" I say when I open the door. My jaw drops as I found my room basically clean, like nothing happened. The floor is clean, the teared books, papers and pictures are placed neatly on my desk while my destroyed clothes are kind of folded in a corner of my room. The bed is done and, on it, is laying an exhausted Harry, face in the pillows.

"Jesus, Harry, I said to start cleaning not do it all" I laugh a little while rubbing his back. He mumbles uncoherant words in the pillow and I bent down to kiss the  top of his head. He turns his head on the side, and looks up at me with a sleepy grin.

"Hey" I smile and climb on the bed, laying next to him. I push the curls from his face, letting my hand cup his cheek.

"Thank you, but you shouldn't have" He shrugs and stares at me with those mesmerizing jade eyes.

"You are supposed to rest love, you've been through too much lately, you deserve it" A wave of heat washes over me at his words and my grin grows wider. I peck his lips and lay my face only inches away from his.

"I love you" He whispers and again, I feel like my heart could burst. I'm still not used to those words, and even if I already told them to him, it still feels surreal to me.

I've never used them before, so now I'm still careful while saying them. I don't want to give it all and regret it after. I know Harry would never hurt me purposely, but that odd feeling still lingers inside of me and I know it's gonna take time before it leaves.

"I love you too" I say quietly, too quietly. I see a small frown form on his face and bite my lip. Everything was doing fine and I'm ruinning it all by overthinking.

"Something's wrong?"I shake my head and close my eyes, cuddling closer to him. I feel his arm wrap around my waist and smile. I love it when he does that, having him holding me like this is my faborite thing after kissing. There's obviously the sex, for sure, but small touches like this always make my heart beat faster and my inside twirl in excitment.

"Kim"

"Hhmm?"

"You still owe me a blowjob" I burst out laughing and playfully slap his shoulder.

"Horny little bastard" I giggle and look at the huge grin plastered on his face.

"You made a promise silly"

"I know, but your blowjob will have to wait until all of our friends leave my flat" I see his smile fade into a frown.

"We can go to mine?"

"Eager I see" He pouts, only making me laugh louder and peck his plump lips.

"Louis' there anyway" I say and he groans, hiding his face in the pillows.