The List || h.s au

not so chapter 6

When I wake up, the sun is slowly rising in the sky. I glance at my alarm clock and see it's almost six in the morning. I groan and rub my eyes, getting rid of the tiredness. When I try to stand up, the pain in my stomach makes me flinch and I collapse back on my bed, still exhausted. I take in my surroundings and see all my personal stuff on the floor, the earlier events flashing back in my mind suddenly and giving me  a headache.

"Good morning beautiful" A husky voice whispers next to me and I turn my head to meet breathtaking green eyes. I smile and squeeze myself closer to his body, while he wraps a protective arm around my waist.

"Did I wake you up? It's six in the morning" I whisper and peck the corner of his plump, pale lips. He smirks and shrugs, pulling me closer to his body and making me nuzzle my face in the crook of his warm neck.

"I don't mind waking up to you" I giggle at his sleepy romantic self and pull back a little to look at him with a grin.

"Why so cheesy this morning?" 

"Can't I be a good boyfriend and treat my girl right?" He replies, pouting. My smile grows bigger at his words and I leave a small peck on his lips.

"So I am your girlfriend?"

"You've always been, Kim" His eyes are partially close due to the fact that he's still tired, but his exhaustion doesn't affect how large his smile is. And just to see him happy like that is just so...even the feeling is indescribable, it's a mix of happiness, excitement, joy, and every positive feelings you can have. And I love every part of it.

Love? Did I just say love? Not yet, it's to soon. I just love the feeling because it's great, I'm not in love...I still don't know if I want to be. Can you decide if you want to love someone or not? I should ask Liam about it, he's the best at advice.

Talking about Liam, I fell asleep before he came here and I still don't know what happened with him. Harry was probably awake when he was here, he'll tell me. I wonder if they found who trashed my apartment?

"How was it with Liam?" I ask him and I see his smile faint. I frown at his sudden change of facial expression and stare at his closed eyelids, waiting for him to answer.

"Erhm...not now, I-I'm tired babe" He grumbles and tightens his grip around my waist, pulling me back closer to him. My frown deepens and I manage to push myself away and look more closely at him.

"Harry? You were perfectly fine a minute ago, what happened?" I don't get why he looks so uncomfortable. It's just Liam after all, I'm sure they realized he did nothing and they left. I know it's not him, so even asking the questions is stupid, but I still want to know why he's acting weird suddenly.

"I said not now Kim, please" He groans and hides his face in his pillow. I lift myself up on one elbow and glare down at him. He still doesn't bulge and I slap the back of his curly head to make him look at me. 

"Why'd you do that?!" He whines and rubs his head. He sits up while I still glare at him, waiting for an explanation. He sighs and runs a trembling hand through his hair, obviously nervous to tell me whatever he has to tell me. His attitude slightly scares me and I don't know what to expect from him, if he's acting weird like this, it can't be a positive thing...

"I'm going to warn you, you won't be happy." I raise an eyebrow at his words and I see him clench his fist around my sheets. 

"Harry...What happened?" 

"I-It's Liam. T-The hand print concurred with his hand. T-They think it's him." I suddenly feel my heart drop in my stomach and the blood runs cold in my veins.