Against The Fate || Clalec || ( A Clary and Alec Fanfiction)

Chapter Seven: Midnight Blue Eyes

The sky above them was dark. Dark and beautiful.  She remembered that Jocelyn would always reminds her that night time was a dangerous time, the most dangerous time of the day.
Things you wished never happen sometimes happened at night time.

Cold and dangerous.

That's why it was the first thing she thought the first time her eyes landed on his night-sky blue eyes.

Clary

"This is the last time," he put his hand on my cheek. His touch was cold, and distant. Giving me the dark sensation I wished I'd never feel. His eyes was still the same eyes like the first time I saw it, calm but powerful.

And beautiful.

It's amazing how Alec and Jace was a complete opposite, yet they always find their way to complete one another.

Jace. Jace is charming, full of humor, handsome, alluring and confident. Yes, so confident. Always standing at the center of attention without even trying to. An exact example of perfection.

But Alec,
He is shy, more like the shadow every time his parabatai shine.
He never realized what he had, never realize that he's actually charming, actually stunning, actually the kind of guy that would make every girl fall at their knees just to discovered his secrets.
A mystery. His eyes are like the wind, cold and hollow, but held an overwhelming spell that could sued someone to jumped off a cliff.
Deadly, but too heavenly to be missed.

His imperfection made him flawless in some way I couldn't even figured.

I remember the first time I saw Jace.
Like a lion, I had thought.
The kind of dangerous that seems so wild and alive. So agile. So eye-catching.
Too eye-catching that I forgot everyone else matters. Making everyone looking at him without ever wonder why the did it in the first place.

Meanwhile Alec, he's so beautiful and sensitive. Like a painting- no, like the masterpiece itself. Maybe the night sky? Maybe the ocean? Maybe the heart of a storm?
He is dangerous, the kind of dangerous that makes you fall for him, got curious, and fall for the trap. You wouldn't even know that he's a threat, he wouldn't even know that he's the threat.
He could just sit back and let you destroy yourself without even planning on it. Too dangerous, too risky.

Like an angel.

Maybe he is the true form of an angel?

"This is the last time we will see each other this way." His voice brought me back to my sense. "No more affair. No more cheating. You were right, I should've never done anything to you in the first place," he spoke coldly, like the first time he ever talked to me. As if he forgot about what happened already. "The kiss was one mistake, trying to get you was another. But we all make mistakes, and mistakes shall be forgotten."

I didn't even realize that his hand was already left my cheek, I must've been too struck on his words. "Then we should forget this," I choked the words out even though something inside me held my voice back.

"Yes, we should forget it."  He agreed. "I'm sorry for what happened. But I wish you could forget what happened and never brought that up or tell anyone," he said sternly. His voice was like a sharp needles, stabbing through my skin every time he spoke. "Jace is my parabatai. Seeing him hurt, hurts me too. And I couldn't hurt him just because of a girl."

The way he said it was as if the girl was a really not important thing, as if I was an unimportant thing. But yet again, he was right. It would be selfish for both of us if we continued this. And even if we have feelings for each other, we would only hurt everyone in the end.

"So this is the end for us, huh?" I asked, forcing out a playful sound in my tone and curved my lips into a smile. Trying so hard to pretend that this doesn't hurt, trying so hard to pretend that this doesn't matter.

Alec smiled, weakly, almost invisible. His eyes were unreadable, not that I wished to read it. I'm scared. Scared that I couldn't handle the pain if I could see what he was thinking.

Maybe he said this because he know this is wrong and doesn't want to hurt Jace?
Or maybe he realize that I wasn't that special and wasn't important enough to worth his fight?

Either way, it both would still hurt me. And that's why I don't want to know.

"Yes, Clary," he said,
"This is our ending."

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