Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 13

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Dear Diary,

The truth. The truth is what this man wanted. But I was afraid. I was afraid to let him know the truth. I was afraid to let him know I am not miss perfect. I was afraid to let him know all of the baggage on me. Most of all, I was afraid to open up to him. I knew that there was a chance he'd want nothing to do with me. I knew that if I told this man the sickening truth behind my name, he would vanish, throwing away the friendship we did have. And that would be another person I let in and they completely walked out of my life.

                                     Love,
                                         Miranda

"So, schedule the meeting Wednesday 12 p.m. here?" I asked Tanaya as I held the notepad and pen in my hand.

"Yes mam'a and make sure to let them know they have to be on time. I have another meeting to attend right after that."

"Okay, I'll get right on that." I told her as I wrote it down. I walked out of her office, shutting the door behind my  self.

And here I was, smothering myself with work so I wouldn't have to deal with my emotions and the crazy thoughts I was having in my head. I couldn't even stay home and work because I was too emotional and being alone wasn't helping that. So, I came down to my office.

I shut the door behind me then took a seat at my desk. For the past 3 days I've been ignoring Trey. I just don't know what to say to him. Maybe he'll get the hint and just leave me alone. I  didn't expect that to happen the other day. When I thought about it, Trey didn't go through my things. The pills were in my purse. I was wrong for accusing him of that, I was just upset. I really wish he didn't see them. That whole situation made a lot of things awkward. Oh well.

My office door opened as I typed away on my computer. I peeked up to see it was Leah. She shut the door behind herself taking a seat in front of my desk.

"Hey M."

"Hey Lea." I responded.

"You alright? You've been seeming a little off for these past two days."

"I'm fine."I stated with a smile.

"I've just had a lot on my mind."

"Oh, well the girls and I are going out tonight and we were wondering if you want to come. Ya know, get your mind off somethings." Leah questioned. I wasn't up for it. I just wasn't up for putting a fake smile on all night.

"No thanks Lea. I'm a little tired. I'm  going to just head home tonight."

"Okay, well if you need somebody to talk to, I'm here." She said, reaching over the desk and hugging me. I let out a breath, hugging her too. Too feel this comfort meant so much to me. I honestly need this right now.

"Thanks Lea."I uttered, pulling some hair behind my ear.

"No problem boo."

She walked out and I got finished up with my work. After I sent a few emails and made a few calls, it was 9 which meant it was time for me to clock out. I got my things together and made my way out the office. Tomorrow I had no work so I didn't have to get up so early. I plan on sleeping in. I don't do much of that, but I need to. These past days has been a lot on me.