Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 47: Part 2

Tremaine Aldon Neverson

I nodded my head to my music as I pulled up to Forrest crib bright and early. I had offered to help him set up Aiden's new play set Mama bought him for Christmas. With this snow shit finally getting out the way, we are finally able to do this.

For some reason my life have seemed to be moving quickly as of lately. Time flying and shit changing. Even though it's moving quickly, I'm just happy that it's moving in a more positive direction. Cause the shit I been put through these past few months have been mind boggling and crazy as fuck. I'm just happy that shit going smooth right now. I'm actually content with where my life at.

I finally got of my truck making my way towards Forrest house. I could hear noise in the backyard, so I knew Forrest was probably already back there. I made my way to the backyard and that's when I seen him unboxing the play set, trying to organize it all.

"Yo."I called out, shutting the gate behind me.

"Yo, what's up bro."Forrest said as he stood and I approached him.

"What's up boy."I said as I dapped him up, pulling him in a hug.

"Where nephew at?"I asked as I immediately bent down, helping him unbox everything.

"He in there with his mama. I think his ass knocked out."He said making me chuckle. His lil ass always sleep. Just like his damn uncle.

"Damn, this muthafucka look like a full size playground."I said looking at the picture of the play set. It had three swings, two big ass slides and monkey bars. It honestly do look like a full size playground set.

"I told Mama ass man. Got me out here bout to put in all this work. Aiden better know I love his ass."Forrest said making me laugh. Mama wrong as hell for that. Now she know she could've got the lil baby ass play set. She be spoiling the hell out of Aiden, it's crazy. She tell me all the time how she gone be going all out for my baby as well and I don't doubt her ass one bit.

I won't lie, I smile each time my baby cross my mind. I can't help it. It's crazy how she or he not even here yet, but they bring me so much joy and happiness. It's crazy how I can love a person I haven't even met before. Pookie getting so big, it's freaking me out. Ofcourse I've seen plenty of women go through pregnancies before, but this one here is so different. It's like I've been here each and every day experiencing everything Pookie's going through. I may not be physically experiencing it, but I am in a way. I get to watch my baby everyday grow inside of my baby. That's a beautiful sight and an experience I can't quite describe. I just know that I love it.

"How has M been?"Forrest asked as he screwed the swing together.

"She been good man. Keeping her mind clear, dealing with Mia and DJ, handling school."I admitted, just thinking about how proud I am of my baby.

Pookie been in school for a few months now and I'm so proud of her. To see how easy it came to her and how she was able to just fall right into it is mesmerizing. I've literally never came across a person who's able to easily get accustomed to something so fast.

"That's what's up man. I'm glad to hear that."Forrest said with a smile as I smiled as well.

Pookie honestly have been doing a lot better mentally over these past few months. She's still been going to her therapy sessions faithfully and been taking a lot more time out for herself. I can't help to notice how much she's really been working on herself and her mental. How much she's been trying to heal. I even sometimes hear her talking alone in the bathroom and I don't even think twice about it. I don't even listen in because I know that's the healing she needs. I know that's helping her mentally and that's what she needs.