Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in this world. Not a soul I can turn to when I'm in need of comfort. Not a shoulder I can lean on when I'm feeling down. Just me, myself and I in this outrageous world. I feel abandoned. My mama don't want nothing...
I have never been so ready for a human being to enter my life before in my life. I've never been ready to connect with someone as much as I'm ready now. I have so many emotions just thinking about my baby boy. I can't help to wonder how he will look and how his personality will be. I can't help to think about if he'll look more like me or Tremaine. I can't help to think about all the love I'm ready to drown him in. I can't help to think about him. I'm so ready to become his mother and with each day that passes I prepare myself. I prepare my life for my angel.
Love, Miranda
I smiled to myself, looking at the ultrasound on the screen. It was crazy how big my baby had gotten and how his body was forming. I could see his head and cute little arms and legs now. I am amazed just looking at it.
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I had finished my classes early this morning and headed straight to the doctor for my regular appointment and Trey met me here as well. He loves coming to the doctor with me. There hasn't been one appointment that he's missed and I love that. I love that he's always here giving me that support and checking up on our baby with me.
"Were you guys excited at the gender reveal?"Dr.Reynolds questioned as he took off his gloves with a smile.
"We were."I admitted with a smile, looking over at Trey.
That gender reveal was everything I could have dreamed of. It was literally perfect. Having all my love ones there for such a special moment for me and my baby was everything. I was so thankful that my bestfriend put that together and she did a damn good job. Ofcourse I knew the party would be amazing, but Dani had blew me away with how bomb that gender reveal was. Really.
It had been a good week since the gender reveal, but I was still on a high. I am really about to have a baby boy and I can't. Just thinking about it has me so emotional. What really had me emotional is seeing Tremaine's face expression when he found out it was a boy. I've never seen him look so shocked before in my life and it was so adorable. My heart was just so warm seeing that because I know how much my baby wants a baby boy. Yeah, he said he didn't care about the gender much and I knew he didn't, but deep down in him I know he wanted a baby boy and he's finally getting him. He's finally getting his mini me and I'm so happy for him. I'm happy for us.
I didn't waste no time to began shopping for my baby boy either. I've been finding the cutest little clothes for him and I've already started looking at things for his nursery. I'm just so excited for my baby boy, lord knows.
"That's amazing."Dr.Reynolds said with a smile as he stood from his stool.
"Well guys, everything is looking amazing with the baby boy. Both of you guys are looking pretty healthy."He said making me feel so grateful just hearing that. Dr.Reynold's had checked up on the baby's weight, heartbeat, the size of my uterus at this point and even had me do a few urine test for sugar and protein. Everything went fine and everything's going along smoothly. I just thank God that it is.
