Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 39

Dear Diary,

Having a forgiving heart can be a curse and a blessing. It can lead you somewhere great in life or turn around and bite you in the ass. But that's a characteristic I have and can never change. No matter how many times I've tried to change that about me, I can't. You could do the worse to me, but if I see you have truly changed and trying to do better in life I will forgive you. I will pray for you. A lot of people hate this about me, but it's me. And I can't change that.
                                        Love,
                                                 Miranda

"Why do you have to be so damn childish, Tremaine?"I said shaking my head watching as he danced behind the Mrs.Clause. You can't take this man any where.

It is literally Christmas Eve and we are Christmas shopping. I know, I know, pathetic right? This is really Trey's fault. I basically got all my gifts, but he didn't. He has literally not bought a thing for anyone. He claims it slipped his mind, but that's a damn lie. I've been talking about Christmas shopping for weeks now. Now we're here last minute trying to get these gifts together.

We've decided to have Christmas at our house. Trey thought it would be great since we've recently moved in together and it would be our first real holiday under one roof. Everyone cooked a few dishes and we will all meet up for dinner, play a few games, and open a few presents. Some of Trey's family is coming as well, so I'm really excited. I absolutely love spending time with family and  for some reason I'm really in the holiday spirit this year.

I walked through the mall with this big smile on my face. I can't help to feel extra good today because my doctors appointment went so well earlier. I'm officially 2 months today and I'm so happy. I literally feel so good and pure. Not a thing can knock me off the cloud I am on. The doctor informed us that everything is going smoothly and as it should be. The baby is growing properly and there are no alarming signs or anything. That there warmed my heart. I'm just genuinely happy and I can't hide it.

"Tremainneee! Stop being annoying."I whined with a grin feeling him smack my booty as we walked. I swear this man is so childish. He's forever playing.

"Pookie, you thick as fuck."Trey said wrapping his arm around my waist, kissing my neck. I can't lie, since being with Tremaine this is the thickest I've ever been. Literally, all the weight I have gained went to my thighs and ass. This is healthy weight and your girl is carrying it well.

"This baby ain't gone do nothing, but have you even thicker and I'm gone be in there 24/7."He said making me shake my head.

"Do you ever not think about sex?"I asked, honestly wanting to know.

"Honestly?"

"Of course."

"Nope."He said with the quickness making me laugh. I'm not even surprised though. This man is damn near a sex addict.

"You're a whole mess."I said shaking my head as I looked at the store ahead of us.

"Ouu babe, lets go in here."I suggested, seeing all the cute baby outfits in the window.

He didn't say a word, he just followed behind me into the baby store. Entering that store, I swear I fell in love with everything my eyes fell on. Everything is just so cute and small. I can't.