Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in this world. Not a soul I can turn to when I'm in need of comfort. Not a shoulder I can lean on when I'm feeling down. Just me, myself and I in this outrageous world. I feel abandoned. My mama don't want nothing...
Scared to love is what I am. It doesn't even have to be love, I'm scared to even like this man. Every time I think of my feelings, I push them away. Push them so far away, but they always seem to come back floating through my mind. Every time I see this man my feelings get deeper. Every time I talk to this man, my feelings get deeper. I don't know what it is, but it's like we connect. Connect on so many levels. Levels I didn't even know were possible. I'm so scared though. I don't want to be hurt again. I hide my feelings because I'm afraid to be hurt all over again. I don't want to go through that pain anymore. I don't want to be hurting like that all over again. I don't. Lately, I've just been thinking about my feelings and how I am going to deal with them. I have to find out how..
Love, Miranda
I sat in Leah and Drew's living room with Leah, finishing up some work. Tanaya had a fashion show coming up and of course she wanted Leah and I to plan it. We've been planning this damn fashion show for a week now and we're finally finish. Thank God.
I let out a breath, picking my whine glass up and taking a sip. I know it had to be about six now. It's been a long day. Leah let out a breath as well, flipping her hair out her face.
"Thank Jesus we're finally done." She let out.
"I know right." I added, crossing my legs.
"All we have to do is drop these papers off to Tanaya and notify her with everything."
"I'll do it. I have to head that way anyways." I said, causing Leah to nod her head. I was so happy to be done with this. It's all I've been concentrated on for this week and it's finally done.
I heard the sound of the front door closing, causing Leah and I both to look up. After a few seconds past, Dani lil butt came walking through the entrance, hair flowing as she did so.
"Hey babes." I said before sipping from my glass.
"Hey babies, I have tea." She admitted before letting out a breath and taking a seat beside me. My boo even looked a little sad.
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"Well, spill." Leah let out, pouring Dani a glass of wine.
Dani gladly took the glass, taking a sip of it as Leah stuffed her leg under herself, ready for the tea. Dani sighed once again, making me side eye her. Uh-oh, what is it? It has to be something because this girl all over here huffing and puffing.
"Okay, so what is it? Your scaring me." I stated, pushing my hair out my face.
"Okay, so I was over Chris's house earlier, chilling with him or whatever and we started talking." Dani stated.
"We were talking about small things. You know like family and what not. Then he got serious on me and started talking about kids and stuff and he then told me he has a daughter."
