Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 35

Dear Diary,

I've been feeling this unbelievable feeling. I can't even form words of how to describe this, but what I do know is I feel amazing. I feel good. I could feel my body reacting differently and I can somewhat see the change in my character. I was just ready, ready to see whatever this new life had for me.

Love,
Miranda

"Thank you baby."I said to Trey as he opened the passengers door for me. He took my hand and we walked straight towards the doctors office.

Today is our first appointment for the baby. I am both excited and nervous. I'm nervous because this is my first ever baby. Wow, that sounds so weird saying that. I am really pregnant. I am excited because well, this is my first baby! Lord knows how long I've wanted a baby. Someone I can love so much, someone to care for, someone to be there for no matter what. Someone that will no doubt love me to the core and always have my back. Then to top it off, I am having a baby by a man I was in love with and is such a great man. I am happy and blessed right now. I am just praying that everything is going good with my baby so far.

We stepped into the doctors office and I immediately went up to the front desk as Trey got us some seats. I ran her my name and she just told me to wait, the doctor will call for me shortly. So, I made my way to my seat, sitting beside Tremaine.

The doctors office was pretty empty this morning. There is only one guy here who looked as if he is waiting on someone. I let out a breath, running my sweaty hand across my lap.

"How you feeling?"Tremaine asked taking my hand into his before kissing it.

"A little nervous, but excited as well."I said, trying to hide my nervousness with a smile.

"Don't be nervous, everything gone be good."He told me, giving me exactly what I need to hear. My baby always know the right thing to say.

"When do you think we should tell everybody?"I questioned. I really was about to have a baby and I had to tell everyone. Plus I want to. I can't hold this in if I wanted to.

"I mean, I think now would be only right. We can't hide our shit like Drew and Lea did."Trey said with a smirk making me laugh. They were so wrong for that.

"You're right, I guess I'll meet up with the girls today."

"I'll tell my boys after my meeting today."

I nodded my head. That sounded perfect. I don't think I would even be able to hide it. The girls would already peep I was acting funny. I can never hide anything from them.

"Ms.Miranda Jackson."A doctor stated, looking down at his clipboard as he stood with the door open.

"That's me."I said, standing up along with Trey.

The doctor smiled our way, telling us to follow him. We did just that, following him up the long white hallway. It was quiet and the whole scene was calming.

"I'm Dr.Reynolds by the way."He stated with a smile, shaking both of our hands as we made our way up the hallway.

"I'm Trey."Trey greeted.

"Well Trey and Miranda, it's nice to meet you two."

"Same to you."