Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 34

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Dear Diary,

Emotional. Yes, that's the perfect word. Emotional is what I've been feeling lately. I've just been having all these different range of emotions. One minute I feel so good and I can't stop smiling. The next minute I'm angry. Then the next minute I just want to eat everything in sight. The next minute I'm crying my eyes out. I don't know. It's just odd and has came out the blue. Although it has came out the blue, these feelings and emotions I've been feeling is way too familiar. I just really hope it isn't what I think it is.

                                    Love,
                                        Miranda

"Over to the right a little guys." I coached to Mia and DJ as they hung the mistletoe. DJ stepped over, putting it in the exact spot I wanted it.

"Perfect, right there." I told them completely satisfied with how the decorating was coming along.

I've had my babies for days now. Their break was finally hear and Drew and I decided to let them stay with me for break. I was so happy to have both of my babies. It's been a minute since I've had the both of them. Today we decided to put up the decorations. Well, Mia and I did. DJ felt like it was too early for the decorations, but Mia and I was all for it. There's no such thing of too early. If it was up to me I would've been had it up weeks ago.

I honestly was just excited for Thanksgiving. I've never been this excited for Thanksgiving, but this year I am. I just have a craving for everything. Ham, turkey, dressing, macaroni and cheese. Just everything! I can see myself now, straight pigging out. I'm honestly just ready to eat, but I know I'm going to be up extra early tomorrow to start cooking.

We've finally came up with the conclusion to have dinner at Trey's house. We were going to have it at my house, but then I thought again. It would be so much better at his house. There the kids will be able to enjoy themselves while the grown ups do their things. I'm honestly ready to just enjoy myself with everyone close to me.

"I can't reach it, M." Mia admitted with a pout while standing on a stool. She was trying to put the star up on the tree, but obviously she couldn't.

"I got it." I said, placing my glass of hot chocolate on the table and walking over to the tree.

Mia handed me the star and I quickly stood on the stool and put it up there. For some reason I started to feel light headed and dizzy. I don't even know why though.

"Oh shoot." I let out, quickly getting down from the stool and sitting on it.

"You okay, M?" DJ asked.

"Yeah, I just jumped up there too fast." I admitted, rubbing my head. After sitting there for a few seconds, I got up, plugging the Christmas tree up. It lit up causing a smile to light up on my face as well. It looked exactly how I wanted.

"It looks so niceee." I sang, happy that it came out how I wanted. I don't know why I'm this excited. I guess because these were the first holidays that I spend actaully in a good mood and an okay mindset. I don't remember the last time I enjoyed a holiday. I don't remember the last time I actually spent a holiday with people I actaully love and care about. Being able to today just brightens my soul so much.

"You guys need to go get ready, Trey should be here any minute." I stated , looking down at my watch. Trey's family is having a dinner today. It's for Thanksgiving. They were having it today because tomorrow a lot of them are going to be busy with work which is crazy because I didn't think anybody would have to work tomorrow on a holiday. Anyways, they invited us and ofcourse we're going to come. Then afterwards we'll be spending the night at Trey's house. I felt like that would be best because we're having dinner at his house tomorrow and I need to be up early and cooking.